My life has always been busy, ever since i had kids. Now...it's insane.

Trying to:

a. keep up with chores daily (i.e. feeding, watering, milking, gathering eggs, watering garden, weeding)
b. plant a garden in a frantic rush to get it done at the right time
c. laundry/cleaning weekly (thank goodness hubby does dishes!)
d. harvesting critters and processing for freezer/canned goods/dried
e. being a mom and wife
f. arts (the easiest and most lucrative part)
g. continuing farm projects that have to be done as soon as possible
h. manage medical calls/scheduling/trips to docs for my Mom, Dad (just diagnosed with cancer), Me, hubby, and kids.
i. trying constantly to both be aware of the hell our "great leader" is creating, and avoiding thought/mention/sight of it as much as possible at the same time

*pant pant pant* I'm...overwhelmed. Like...really. Overhwelmed. Even my "time off" is fishing, where I'm seriously trying to catch enough to put in the freezer/canned so we have more food in the house.

But I can't put anything down right now. I'm scared sh*tless for the future. I'm exhausted. But I'm a mom and will NOT stop trying to make sure they're properly fed and supported no matter what!

So thank you guys so much for your patience as I fight through the bramble thicket that is my life so I can make the peaceful, fun arts for you guys!