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The world is moving on without me
7 months ago
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I am disabled. I have been so for over 10 years now. I do not have a job. My physical situation makes it very very hard to do anything outside my house. As a result I've slowly grown apart from any real life friends I used to have. I cannot follow them where they wanna go.
So all day long... All I can do is sit there, alone in my house. I don't have any family, I'm kinda estranged from my mom who was my only family. I do not have anyone at all to celebrate holidays with.
I get it... People are busy... People have lives to live... But I don't. The world is moving on and I can't come. I'm being left behind.
I can't draw anymore... Nor write stories. My health just keeps getting worst.
No one has anything to gain from interacting with me. I have nothing I can offer anyone. The money I get from the government is just enough for me to get by so I can't spend money of commissions.
I'm lost.
I'm completely lost... The ship is sailing and every years it gets further away and I have to shout louder to get to the people on board. Well I'm losing my voice.
Is there anything left for me to do other than to take my own life?
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I am disabled. I have been so for over 10 years now. I do not have a job. My physical situation makes it very very hard to do anything outside my house. As a result I've slowly grown apart from any real life friends I used to have. I cannot follow them where they wanna go.
So all day long... All I can do is sit there, alone in my house. I don't have any family, I'm kinda estranged from my mom who was my only family. I do not have anyone at all to celebrate holidays with.
I get it... People are busy... People have lives to live... But I don't. The world is moving on and I can't come. I'm being left behind.
I can't draw anymore... Nor write stories. My health just keeps getting worst.
No one has anything to gain from interacting with me. I have nothing I can offer anyone. The money I get from the government is just enough for me to get by so I can't spend money of commissions.
I'm lost.
I'm completely lost... The ship is sailing and every years it gets further away and I have to shout louder to get to the people on board. Well I'm losing my voice.
Is there anything left for me to do other than to take my own life?
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The world will not leave you behind if you too grow, change, and advance with it. Maybe the solution is seeking a new way to reach to people: new experiences and new things to enjoy.
Sincerely,
The Cheshire Cat's Master
You don't have to say that, you don't have to get desperate and go to such a horrible thing:(
You will be fine! I have faith and hope!!! But never make the choice to suicide, it is painful and the worst way out of the situation