Things have been getting worst and worst.

Its just... I really don't know how long I can last if things remain as bad as they are now.

The fact is, my life is miserable right now. I'm disabled and right now don't receive enough money to even live on. I've had to borrow money from friends to just afford groceries.

I've already explored all avenues. We live in a cold uncaring society and if you're too weak to take care of yourself... Well, they won't say it out loud but they basically just want you to die. I'm a drain on the economy so I should die. That's what they want... They don't think people like me are even human.

I've tried everything, I've exhausted all my options. I am no longer a human being. To society, I am simply a defective cog that must be thrown out. Garbage to be disposed of.

The whole system is hostile.

You have to fight for everything. Continiously, over and over and you can never rest.

Well I'm getting pretty tired to fight.

I'm exhausted.

I wanna rest.

All my life has been nothing but an uphill battle.

I just wanna rest.

I finally lay down, and close my eyes.

Forever.