Discord Clean-up/Friendship Changes
4 months ago
Hello! A bit heavier of a journal be warned-
I'm.. the sort of person that has a hard time letting go.
But i'm changing that.
Or, trying to at least.
I've slowly gone through my discord friend's list and open DMs, and have begun narrowing them down. Closing old groups and chats that I used to desperately hold on to, for either the memories, or hope that a friendship could still potentially blossom or re-arise. I'm done wishing for something so... unrealistic.
And instead, I will create a reality in which I can reset myself. And hopefully, find more love for who I am now.
If i've un-added you as a friend there, either intentionally or by mistake, feel free to reach out to me if you've the motivation or desire to do so. I will give you an honest and blunt truth about my perspective of you, my regrets, and the reasoning behind my decision. Most of you I unfriended is because we haven't interacted in a really long time, or a heavier conversation needs to happen.
I do worry I may have made fair mistakes here, but for the sake of a full reset, I went very gun-ho. I am SO sorry if you were one of those mistakenly unadded.
My future goals in relation to this are to improve my social skills, and focus more on making like-minded and caring close friendships. I only want to share my time with those I can interact with both professionally, and personally. I want to be a real friend. Fantasy is fun, but Real friendship, is what I truly desire. The future is going to be better. I very, very very very veeeery much, look forward to getting to spend it with all of you that I can manage.
I'm.. the sort of person that has a hard time letting go.
But i'm changing that.
Or, trying to at least.
I've slowly gone through my discord friend's list and open DMs, and have begun narrowing them down. Closing old groups and chats that I used to desperately hold on to, for either the memories, or hope that a friendship could still potentially blossom or re-arise. I'm done wishing for something so... unrealistic.
And instead, I will create a reality in which I can reset myself. And hopefully, find more love for who I am now.
If i've un-added you as a friend there, either intentionally or by mistake, feel free to reach out to me if you've the motivation or desire to do so. I will give you an honest and blunt truth about my perspective of you, my regrets, and the reasoning behind my decision. Most of you I unfriended is because we haven't interacted in a really long time, or a heavier conversation needs to happen.
I do worry I may have made fair mistakes here, but for the sake of a full reset, I went very gun-ho. I am SO sorry if you were one of those mistakenly unadded.
My future goals in relation to this are to improve my social skills, and focus more on making like-minded and caring close friendships. I only want to share my time with those I can interact with both professionally, and personally. I want to be a real friend. Fantasy is fun, but Real friendship, is what I truly desire. The future is going to be better. I very, very very very veeeery much, look forward to getting to spend it with all of you that I can manage.
We might be not the close frens, but... I'm still wanna try to be your good fren, Milo!! ;w;