blahhh i got some good news and some bad news

good news:
i am so very very close to finally catching up on refunds
spent most of yesterday working stuff out and messaging people
very anxiety inducing but it needed to be done and i feel so much more relieved as a result
still have a few people to refund and some twitter commissions that i need to finish/work on (i also gotta dm those people bleughh i’ll do it today sorry for the delay)
but yes i can finally breathe a little easier
i just regret that it took me so long to take care of these issues and i am so grateful that many of you were so patient with me i can’t tell you how much it i appreciate that

bad news:
i’ve mentioned before how i recently saw a doctor and got prescribed some antidepressants
that medication has changed my life and despite my other struggles it’s helped me so much in managing them
unfortunately i got hit with a huge bill two days before i was supposed to go to another appointment and honestly it fuckin shook me to my core
if it wasn’t for the medication i honestly probably would’ve snapped in half
not gonna say how much it was but wow it was incredibly disheartening especially after just having made so much progress on those refunds
ah well i’m gonna try my best to dispute the charges and try to figure out some other ways to mitigate the damage
i’ve gotten a lot of advice on what to do from lots of people and i’m hoping that it works out somehow

don’t have much else to report
still chugging along with work and i’ve been drawing more ah thats been nice
still dealing with some health stuff and anxiety but it’s more manageable
still struggling to talk to people but i’m working on it albeit slowly
i started walking again and i’m sleeping better thankfully
despite everything i feel content
thank you