Hiatus/Absence
6 months ago
I know it’s the 500th time this has happened - I am distancing myself from the agere/dreaming fandom for the foreseeable future.
I had a really bad meltdown yesterday over not being able to wear diapers bc I haven’t been doing the tasks that I need to do. I was literally tantrumming from 8-11 when I fell asleep. I suck and until I grow up I’m going to continue to be a bad, impulsive shit head. I’m no longer pursuing diapers as long as this relationship is going and if that’s a problem it is what it is.
I had a really bad meltdown yesterday over not being able to wear diapers bc I haven’t been doing the tasks that I need to do. I was literally tantrumming from 8-11 when I fell asleep. I suck and until I grow up I’m going to continue to be a bad, impulsive shit head. I’m no longer pursuing diapers as long as this relationship is going and if that’s a problem it is what it is.
FA+

I am not sure what else I can suggest from this point, other than perhaps investing in a punching bag, more activity. And possible spending time away from the house.