In a really bad place right now...
5 months ago
I just got back from a 6 day stay in the hospital... the unbearable anxiety is under control but related problems persist. I just couldn't stay any longer...
The hospital experience was awful, I'd almost call it traumatic with how the doctor treated me. Right off the bat it felt like she didn't like me, and she wouldn't take my explanation of my problems at face value. It felt like she decided the problem HAD to have a different cause. Like the unbearable anxiety I'm feeling without meds can't possibly be withdrawal even though I know for a fact other people have experienced what I'm experiencing now, caused by the same medication.
I don't know what to do anymore, I might end up going to a different hospital if I can't manage this at home, but I really want to. I have medications to take, but they don't fix everything.
This whole experience has been traumatic, it feels like my life has been ripped apart. I should have never taken that stupid Rexulti, or the doctor should have warned me what might happen.
I'm in a really bad place right now, even with medication there are problems that persist like throwing up certain foods. I'm scared this won't end, but it has to, I can't go on with my life like this.
The hospital experience was awful, I'd almost call it traumatic with how the doctor treated me. Right off the bat it felt like she didn't like me, and she wouldn't take my explanation of my problems at face value. It felt like she decided the problem HAD to have a different cause. Like the unbearable anxiety I'm feeling without meds can't possibly be withdrawal even though I know for a fact other people have experienced what I'm experiencing now, caused by the same medication.
I don't know what to do anymore, I might end up going to a different hospital if I can't manage this at home, but I really want to. I have medications to take, but they don't fix everything.
This whole experience has been traumatic, it feels like my life has been ripped apart. I should have never taken that stupid Rexulti, or the doctor should have warned me what might happen.
I'm in a really bad place right now, even with medication there are problems that persist like throwing up certain foods. I'm scared this won't end, but it has to, I can't go on with my life like this.
But, yes, definitely need to go to another hospital. I hope you're in a region where you actually have the choice to go to a different one. Definitely seek alternative doctors sooner than later if at all possible.
Stay safe 🤗💗👌🐉
But gosh, old buddy. I am so sorry to hear things are going so badly for you... I wish there was a way I could help. 😢🫂❤️
I wish you all the luck with this and if you need anyone to talk too. I'm always here for you man. 👍🫂❤️
I would agree to consider to go to a diffrent doctor / hospital if you feel this discomfortable with the current treatment you receive. Outside of this I hope that you some someone to gift you some support and company so you not alone in this.
Also hope you can receive maybe diffrent medecine that may helps you better. *support hugs*