There was someone I loved very much, I gave him everything I had. Maybe too much.

But, it wasn't good enough for him. He wanted more, and more, until eventually I couldn't keep up, all the while him not communicating and telling me everything was fine.

My inability to keep up with his demands led to him getting angry, and doing very evil and malicious things behind my back, including smearing my name and losing me several friends I adored.

It caused me depression for a long time. It was the darkest period of my life, I was inconsolable and it almost made me lose everything.

But, I've finally realized, just because I may not have been good enough for him, I can't let the evil things he did to me destroy my life. Especially because he keeps hurting people, no one can meet his standards.

Knowing this, I won't let him win and break me again. I won't cry for him ever again. As much as I wish things could have been different, as much as I wish he'd come to me and correct his wrongs.

It's his loss. I won't let him drag me down with him, as he continues hurting people and will one day be entirely alone.

This is mostly a vent post. Sorry for unpleasantness. Just getting something out I've held to myself for a long time.

Sometimes you wish people would do better, that they'd make up for the evil things they did to you. But sometimes, there is no closure, and they just won't.

I've moved on now, and I will stick to better people who won't try to hurt me from now on. This has effected me for too long, and it's still not fully repaired...it may never be. But, you can only control yourself, and I have nothing to hide. I will strive for a better future for myself and everyone I love.