Hey there everyone.. as you may have seen me previously on my "vent drawing" were i had problems with my family.. well, problems just get worse.. and worse.

As you may know, my relationship with my family isn't the best.. Mom's got alcoholic and spending problems, Brother's quite abusive and got his own problems too.. and as of lately, drawing and streaming for fun has become more and more stressing with her being so pushy and demanding on giving her money.. no matter how much i give her, how i help, or how much i do, it's never enough, with her asking for credit on stores.. having to pay bills.. having to pay expensive things, but she never pays them with her money, she wastes it on alcohol and then i have to deal with her being drunk and being so manipulative and emotionally/verbally abusing me.. and have to pay those bills myself.

Since my paypal account is empty, she's been really upset and rushing me to get to work on art.. even said "you better stop lazing around and stop wasting time playing games with your so called friends" and i have to make more money because of an upcoming bill on her credit card.. but since i DONT have money at all to send, she's taken a big loan, and the pay back amount for is... 430% of the original amount paid over 24 months, and with all the credits she's taken on stores and still having to pay the credit card... it's way too expensive on the long way and i wouldn't be able to help at all with my comm work being so.. slow.. with her being so irresponsible..

so i know what this means for me if i don't move out.. even more pressure.. stress.. anxiety.. it's just gonna be real hell.. so i just feel in distress and just wanna run away, because i know she's gonna put that responsibility on me and who knows who might happen if i fail..

so this is a call for help.. if i succesfully move out, i will be able to enjoy drawing for fun and take care of details just as i like.. to be able to stream freely.. and to spend more time with my friends and everyone who i know..

Here are my paypal and Ko-fi links, and don't worry if you can't donate, i'm still thankful that you took the time to read this, it means a lot.

https://paypal.me/LuisTheYamper
https://ko-fi.com/luistheyamper

Other way to support me and for free, is just by watching me on twitch, i sometimes stream art and a few games.. i greatly appreciate company while i just try to relax and take it easy.

https://www.twitch.tv/LuisTheYamper

that being said.. thank you everyone, i mean it when i say you're all my real family, and i wish i could give you all a big hug.