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Probably leaving this account (updated)
4 months ago
**Update: Thank you all for your support and reminders of love. Each of you have brought me some warmth. I will definitely share when I end up making the new account. ❤️ **
A lot of the memories on this account are associated with a negative and honestly traumatizing period of my life. Some of my gallery has folks who proved themselves to be false friends/loved ones when the time to show love arose - that will never be forgiven. I don't have any spark to liven up this account or draw my character. That died with the past few years of my life. I will likely deactivate this account and start a new account at a later time. Probably with an overhaul of Aleutia. I want to make more furry art, but that is hard to do and share here, pretending like every day of my life right now isn't clawing my way out of this emotional hole to really thrive where I'm meant to be, surrounded by folks who genuinely care.
Do not worry about me, I am surrounded by love and support right now, just struggling to allow myself to feel genuine joy and trust again. I will get there. I need to find peace in some parts of my life first.
For those involved in giving or passively allowing the trauma I suffer with to this day, do better. You know who you are. Or will likely know in time. If need arises, I will not stay quiet.
For the two and a half of you who read this, thanks, I might post when I make my new account.
A lot of the memories on this account are associated with a negative and honestly traumatizing period of my life. Some of my gallery has folks who proved themselves to be false friends/loved ones when the time to show love arose - that will never be forgiven. I don't have any spark to liven up this account or draw my character. That died with the past few years of my life. I will likely deactivate this account and start a new account at a later time. Probably with an overhaul of Aleutia. I want to make more furry art, but that is hard to do and share here, pretending like every day of my life right now isn't clawing my way out of this emotional hole to really thrive where I'm meant to be, surrounded by folks who genuinely care.
Do not worry about me, I am surrounded by love and support right now, just struggling to allow myself to feel genuine joy and trust again. I will get there. I need to find peace in some parts of my life first.
For those involved in giving or passively allowing the trauma I suffer with to this day, do better. You know who you are. Or will likely know in time. If need arises, I will not stay quiet.
For the two and a half of you who read this, thanks, I might post when I make my new account.
You will always have support of those who care, even if you may not realize it. You have always been a kind person.
If and when you'll start your new account, don't forget to share it! I'll gladly keep following your work.
I hope that you'll fully recover and share more of your work. Take care of yourself!
In the meantime, healing comes first.
*hugs*
-Badger-
If you gonna leave, leave dont talk.
I have b3en depressed before.