Not Meant to Be?
3 months ago
Kind of a quick and to the point journal…
A couple of months ago, partner and I broke up and this is now my third breakup I’ve had…My first real and big commitment in a relationship lasted 6 years and then 2020 saw the end of it.
I have been doing a lot of self reflection and to the point where I have brought myself mentally to this…
I don’t think I am someone who deserves to be in a relationship. In my last and recent relationship, I feel I did not take what I learned from my past well enough, hence, why it didn’t work out.
If love decided to knock on my door later in life, I am not sure if I will answer it or not…I really don’t know anymore.
“Are you alone? You feel the same
Isn’t everyone? Nothing matters
Isn’t everyone? We’re all to blame
Are you alone? We all surrender”
Isn’t Everyone ~ HEALTH & NIN
A couple of months ago, partner and I broke up and this is now my third breakup I’ve had…My first real and big commitment in a relationship lasted 6 years and then 2020 saw the end of it.
I have been doing a lot of self reflection and to the point where I have brought myself mentally to this…
I don’t think I am someone who deserves to be in a relationship. In my last and recent relationship, I feel I did not take what I learned from my past well enough, hence, why it didn’t work out.
If love decided to knock on my door later in life, I am not sure if I will answer it or not…I really don’t know anymore.
“Are you alone? You feel the same
Isn’t everyone? Nothing matters
Isn’t everyone? We’re all to blame
Are you alone? We all surrender”
Isn’t Everyone ~ HEALTH & NIN
just focus on you and your life =3 That one Love will come in time, Stay strong drake! im here for you buddy!