Take a look at my art, my faves and you'll likely assume I'm gay or maybe trans. But I'm not, I am stright, very much so. But I feel very uncomfortable in situations and settings society associates with being stright. Hate sports, don't drink, don't do drugs. So the its "so your a incel?" But no I don't hate women, I don't believe they owe me anything. Not sex, not attention, not the time of day because I don't approach them, I'm afraid of screwing up enough I don't give much effort. I don't do anything to deserve anything. And LGBTQ spaces? Seem like they should feel safe, judgement free? Nope I feel judged, unwelcome, like an intruder. And when pride month roles around and furry spaces become queer spaces? Nerd spaces become Queer spaces? I tells me "Your NOT WELCOME" this is NOT a place for YOU because queer adjacent isn't good enough. You can't say Biology is real and influences behavior and there are constructed gender behaviors exist, "No middle ground options welcome choose a Side! And don't question" or "You identify as stright so you don't get a voice you either support with out question or you can get the fuck out you bigot!"
So why does Pride Month Depress me? Because it tells me "Your between the cracks" "You aren't welcome were you think you fit in unless you LIE about your feelings and beliefs" and "Your experinces are worthless you FREAK."