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An open letter to an anonymous person:
2 months ago
Heard this one song earlier, made me think of a specific person.. And i'll do it this ONLY ONCE.
Speaking my mind - for peace of mind, because don't want this to become a channel for venting. Only positive optimistic stuff here from now on.
So:
Here's an open letter to an anonymous person:
Hi.
If you happen to read this, I hope you drown in your sea of lies.
I'll enjoy watching it from the beach with my friends you tried to manipulate.
Watch me shine ✨ ..you justin bieber lookin ahh mr. "I'm gay because I don't know how females work"
You never had control of me.
You just pushed me down from a cliff instead of pulling me up.
Guessing because all those shiny new "social connections" I introduced YOU TO (out of mere pity) - were more important to you.
Ego over loyalty.
You were climbing a ladder that doesn't exist.
..rather than caring about your "best friend" who just got discharged from the hospital after nearly dying, right into ALMOST living in the back of his car - still recovering from open heart surgery.
All while losing all my belongings, my apartment, my rescue dog who i never got to say goodbye to, my social circle, EVERYTHING, while laying in the cardiological ICU - actively fighting not to fall asleep and possibly die from organ failure in the hospital.
(which you didn't wanna even visit lol, but that one time there was a drinking meetup closeby so you came to say hi just to get some "i visited" good boy points from telling people you just did so.
W and WS both came to visit, seeing me actively fighting to stay alive - maybe 2 or 3 times. Almost completely unprompted.
Even D came to drink a non alc beer with me after the surg and talk about deep life stuff. Just the two of us)
You only cared about some fandom hierarchy status shit. You let that ego rise right into your head, while spreading lies about me "being jealous"
Yeah, of course i'm gonna say "what the absolute fuck" after my so-called "best friend" says to my face: "yeah don't interact with me when we're anywhere, don't be near me, don't talk to me so "pEoplE dOnT tHinK we'Re a cOuplE"
I guess that was around the point you completely ghosted me and were actively trying to break up X and Y because you wanted in X's pants and spreading lies about how i'm scary and evil and stalking you and whatever else lol. That's what i call a backstab.
Seriously, grow the f up with your "i'll unblock you to say don't interact with me in any way anywhere" messages after i said "Hi! :3" to you while bumping into you and your shield at the rave.
You narcissists ALWAYS want, no, NEED the last word so you can feel even that tiiiiniest bit of control.
But you lost.
You don't have control.
You're exposed.
Your mask has dropped.
People see right through you.
Everyone knows about your web of lies and manipulation.
Everyone knows you're a bitch and not some skyscraper sized hyper macro micro futa mind reader mastermind.
You're a nobody who plays soap opera with people's lives, like real life is anything like your second life larping.
Maybe I should actually thank you for uniting so many of us who you screwed over.
Not to talk shit, but to completely forget your mere existence.
You don't exist anymore.
You can rot in your Nazi tank gooner cave.
Especially after your (still somehow) loyal puppy who i feel really bad for. The same who you always use as a shield - finally sees through that mask too.
The same one you told "I don't wanna date anyone, but you can be my slave"
I grew up.
You only became more immature.
*YOU'RE THIRTY YEARS OLD. ACT LIKE ONE, JESUS CHRIST.*
Despite all that, I wish you well.
I don't want anything bad to happen to you. Karmic justice is enough for me.
I don't hate you - anymore. I mostly forget you even exist, but that knife in my back left quite a scar - along with the one in the front from the open heart surgery which you didn't give a single shit about. Because taking acid, smoking weed, and drinking rum and ruining your mom's freezer with piss was more important than your "friend" dying in the hospital? Stealing my mannerisms and speaking patterns, babbling complete bs that makes whoever you're talking to like you at that current moment.
There's a lot of us who see right through that act.
And me not standing behind my principles, words, or morals?
Yeah sure. Actually, let me make it clear: I'm NOT sorry for ANYTHING. Enough of your victim complex gaslighting.
I've been pointed with a loaded firearm.
Despite that, I still stood there like a MAN with my back straight, looking at the one holding the ninemil right in their eyes and said what i thought was true and moral and right.
..not squirm and come up with whatever white panic lies like some weasel rat worm like yourself would do. I was taught snitches get stitches. Kneecaps are quite weak, and i'm still lucky to have mine.
You're SO LUCKY you were never in that life despite claiming to be some sort of master lmao.
This is my goodbye to you.
I don't wanna think about you, hear about you, but i'm ALWAYS happy to see you because you run away like a runt.
So, to sum it off:
Piss off freezer pisser.
YOU leave ME alone. You don't get to set the terms here.
Stay out of the places I'm in.
Stop spreading bullshit and lies to gain victim points and sympathy.
Grow up.
I wrote this straight from the soul.
I feel much lighter now. If this was a piece of paper, i would burn it now.
-Cosmo <3
Stay peaceful, love each other, spread happiness~
We're a family with rotten apples for sure.
But we can throw them away - at least mentally~
Which i shall do now. After this is in the digital void, you don't exist to me anymore.
Good moments don't get replaced by the bad. But with that:
Goodbye from my mind
Ja ympyrä sulkeutuuUUuUuu~
Speaking my mind - for peace of mind, because don't want this to become a channel for venting. Only positive optimistic stuff here from now on.
So:
Here's an open letter to an anonymous person:
Hi.
If you happen to read this, I hope you drown in your sea of lies.
I'll enjoy watching it from the beach with my friends you tried to manipulate.
Watch me shine ✨ ..you justin bieber lookin ahh mr. "I'm gay because I don't know how females work"
You never had control of me.
You just pushed me down from a cliff instead of pulling me up.
Guessing because all those shiny new "social connections" I introduced YOU TO (out of mere pity) - were more important to you.
Ego over loyalty.
You were climbing a ladder that doesn't exist.
..rather than caring about your "best friend" who just got discharged from the hospital after nearly dying, right into ALMOST living in the back of his car - still recovering from open heart surgery.
All while losing all my belongings, my apartment, my rescue dog who i never got to say goodbye to, my social circle, EVERYTHING, while laying in the cardiological ICU - actively fighting not to fall asleep and possibly die from organ failure in the hospital.
(which you didn't wanna even visit lol, but that one time there was a drinking meetup closeby so you came to say hi just to get some "i visited" good boy points from telling people you just did so.
W and WS both came to visit, seeing me actively fighting to stay alive - maybe 2 or 3 times. Almost completely unprompted.
Even D came to drink a non alc beer with me after the surg and talk about deep life stuff. Just the two of us)
You only cared about some fandom hierarchy status shit. You let that ego rise right into your head, while spreading lies about me "being jealous"
Yeah, of course i'm gonna say "what the absolute fuck" after my so-called "best friend" says to my face: "yeah don't interact with me when we're anywhere, don't be near me, don't talk to me so "pEoplE dOnT tHinK we'Re a cOuplE"
I guess that was around the point you completely ghosted me and were actively trying to break up X and Y because you wanted in X's pants and spreading lies about how i'm scary and evil and stalking you and whatever else lol. That's what i call a backstab.
Seriously, grow the f up with your "i'll unblock you to say don't interact with me in any way anywhere" messages after i said "Hi! :3" to you while bumping into you and your shield at the rave.
You narcissists ALWAYS want, no, NEED the last word so you can feel even that tiiiiniest bit of control.
But you lost.
You don't have control.
You're exposed.
Your mask has dropped.
People see right through you.
Everyone knows about your web of lies and manipulation.
Everyone knows you're a bitch and not some skyscraper sized hyper macro micro futa mind reader mastermind.
You're a nobody who plays soap opera with people's lives, like real life is anything like your second life larping.
Maybe I should actually thank you for uniting so many of us who you screwed over.
Not to talk shit, but to completely forget your mere existence.
You don't exist anymore.
You can rot in your Nazi tank gooner cave.
Especially after your (still somehow) loyal puppy who i feel really bad for. The same who you always use as a shield - finally sees through that mask too.
The same one you told "I don't wanna date anyone, but you can be my slave"
I grew up.
You only became more immature.
*YOU'RE THIRTY YEARS OLD. ACT LIKE ONE, JESUS CHRIST.*
Despite all that, I wish you well.
I don't want anything bad to happen to you. Karmic justice is enough for me.
I don't hate you - anymore. I mostly forget you even exist, but that knife in my back left quite a scar - along with the one in the front from the open heart surgery which you didn't give a single shit about. Because taking acid, smoking weed, and drinking rum and ruining your mom's freezer with piss was more important than your "friend" dying in the hospital? Stealing my mannerisms and speaking patterns, babbling complete bs that makes whoever you're talking to like you at that current moment.
There's a lot of us who see right through that act.
And me not standing behind my principles, words, or morals?
Yeah sure. Actually, let me make it clear: I'm NOT sorry for ANYTHING. Enough of your victim complex gaslighting.
I've been pointed with a loaded firearm.
Despite that, I still stood there like a MAN with my back straight, looking at the one holding the ninemil right in their eyes and said what i thought was true and moral and right.
..not squirm and come up with whatever white panic lies like some weasel rat worm like yourself would do. I was taught snitches get stitches. Kneecaps are quite weak, and i'm still lucky to have mine.
You're SO LUCKY you were never in that life despite claiming to be some sort of master lmao.
This is my goodbye to you.
I don't wanna think about you, hear about you, but i'm ALWAYS happy to see you because you run away like a runt.
So, to sum it off:
Piss off freezer pisser.
YOU leave ME alone. You don't get to set the terms here.
Stay out of the places I'm in.
Stop spreading bullshit and lies to gain victim points and sympathy.
Grow up.
I wrote this straight from the soul.
I feel much lighter now. If this was a piece of paper, i would burn it now.
-Cosmo <3
Stay peaceful, love each other, spread happiness~
We're a family with rotten apples for sure.
But we can throw them away - at least mentally~
Which i shall do now. After this is in the digital void, you don't exist to me anymore.
Good moments don't get replaced by the bad. But with that:
Goodbye from my mind
Ja ympyrä sulkeutuuUUuUuu~
