Last year at this time I was watching AC on YouTube and I told myself I was going to go this year. I was hoping that my parents would help me out and get me a ticket for my Christmas and Birthday present this past year and didn't. Then a few months ago I got a budget for it and had enough money to go. Then my money went into the tank because my parents had me start paying my student loans. So I didn't have the means to go. I'm at my parents house for a Fourth of July celebration and I am miserable. My heart is at AC right now but I'm not there. I want to be at AC really badly right now. I am crushed right now.