Have you ever look back at your mistakes, look to the future, and become paranoid about how many of your past actions are going to come back to haunt you? I've been like that for a while. So far, I've had a good amount of therapy during this year, and it's been helping me sort through my miscommunication, my pain, and my understanding of other people's social culture and ways of thinking. That, and I'm learning more about psychology and different neural divergences through therapy.

My birthday is coming up again on the 30th, but I hesitated on bringing it up to see how many people would remember, or how many would want/need a reminder. I also worried that I would be overthinking this. I don't know what to think anymore. For now, I'll pass the time like always.