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A Epiphany that has made me realize how happy I am.
3 months ago
So. Most have noticed ive taken a break on social media. I needed a break to re-center and just think. And honestly I feel much better.
Ive come to realize in recent years ive been so focused on "winning" back relationships lost, that I put a lot the people i SHOULD be focusing on, on the backburner. Ive been more trying to win back lost relationships that ive been blind to the relationships I've had in front of me. From people who legit care about me.
It wasnt until recently. When someone pointed out im living a great life. And...they are right.
1. Im married. To the love of my life. Hes the reason im happy. Hes who i come home to every night. Hes the reason I bust my ass and move mountains for.
2. Ive a well paying job doing something i genuinely love. Im a driver in the medical field. Something ive enjoyed for many years.
3. I have a fantastic friend circle. Many who support me. Many who are there to lift me up. Who celebrate my successes. And many who mourn my losses. Friends who help me when I need it. Friends who give me honest opinions and help me solve issues.
4. I have the best fucking roommates any person can ask for. Bills are paid on time now. Im not struggling.
I live a good life. And ive realized that ive been squandering it worrying about the people who ditched me, blocked me, got rid of me, etc. People whom ive called friends/family.
That one persin who showed me I had a good life and was focused on the negative effectively woke me up.
I'm happy. I'm content. Im living a great life. Much to the chagrin of those who wish the worst of me. Lol.
So. I guess what I'm trying to say is... thank you. Thank you all so much for being the best part of my life. For allowing me to live my best life.
To all my friends. To my chosen family. I will be doing my best to shift my focus to all of you. I will no longer focus on those I've lost in hopes to gain them back. Ill focus on those whom have stuck to my side.
Im back to drawing more again as I enjoy it again. And ill make sure you guys join me on that too.
And to those whom have left me, ditched me, dumped me, and blocked me. They say the best revenge is a life well lived. And im living my best, happiest life, using your rage induced fire to warm my home, and your rage induced tears to sip my tea. Stay mad 💜💛
Im heading back to work now. Wanna get home to my husband and shower him in love.
I love all of you. You all make this werebeast dad the proudest dad.
Ive come to realize in recent years ive been so focused on "winning" back relationships lost, that I put a lot the people i SHOULD be focusing on, on the backburner. Ive been more trying to win back lost relationships that ive been blind to the relationships I've had in front of me. From people who legit care about me.
It wasnt until recently. When someone pointed out im living a great life. And...they are right.
1. Im married. To the love of my life. Hes the reason im happy. Hes who i come home to every night. Hes the reason I bust my ass and move mountains for.
2. Ive a well paying job doing something i genuinely love. Im a driver in the medical field. Something ive enjoyed for many years.
3. I have a fantastic friend circle. Many who support me. Many who are there to lift me up. Who celebrate my successes. And many who mourn my losses. Friends who help me when I need it. Friends who give me honest opinions and help me solve issues.
4. I have the best fucking roommates any person can ask for. Bills are paid on time now. Im not struggling.
I live a good life. And ive realized that ive been squandering it worrying about the people who ditched me, blocked me, got rid of me, etc. People whom ive called friends/family.
That one persin who showed me I had a good life and was focused on the negative effectively woke me up.
I'm happy. I'm content. Im living a great life. Much to the chagrin of those who wish the worst of me. Lol.
So. I guess what I'm trying to say is... thank you. Thank you all so much for being the best part of my life. For allowing me to live my best life.
To all my friends. To my chosen family. I will be doing my best to shift my focus to all of you. I will no longer focus on those I've lost in hopes to gain them back. Ill focus on those whom have stuck to my side.
Im back to drawing more again as I enjoy it again. And ill make sure you guys join me on that too.
And to those whom have left me, ditched me, dumped me, and blocked me. They say the best revenge is a life well lived. And im living my best, happiest life, using your rage induced fire to warm my home, and your rage induced tears to sip my tea. Stay mad 💜💛
Im heading back to work now. Wanna get home to my husband and shower him in love.
I love all of you. You all make this werebeast dad the proudest dad.
I do need to say, You have been as bright as a beacon in my life as I have been with yours, thank you for supporting me from the start of my journey up till the present
I love you Too Jakob~
I couldn't have asked for a Better (Fictional) Brother in my life