Why I've been getting less and less frequent in posting
3 months ago
Hey guys, I'm sorry I've been gone for so long, things have been very rought with me, and honestly? I've not been okay.
As some may know, I'm aroflux and pangender (So non-binary/trans/queer overall in a sense). I'm also dysphoric and have insecurity issues with my body.
I've been starting to feel less and less welcomed on this sight, seeing so many artists that I like essentially misgender very obviously non-binary characters, and disregard a real life person's aroace sexuality and not care about one's discomfort of porn being drawn of their character, even when they are directly body dysmorphic.
Seeing it so frequently on here makes me feel so disgusted and hateful over myself. I've been losing more and more hope on myself, and I don't know if I can take it anymore.
I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts since forever now, and to be honest, it's becoming less scary for me to hurt myself because of my lack of hope.
Everyone is so bigotted and awful, and it's becoming harder for me not to just give up and kill myself.
I won't but, that's just how my head is unfortunately, so I'm probably going to be leaving this sight, or the internet really. I just don't think there's a point on continuing to show my art if people are going to disregard my gender, sexuality, or dysmorphia really.
I'm sorry.
As some may know, I'm aroflux and pangender (So non-binary/trans/queer overall in a sense). I'm also dysphoric and have insecurity issues with my body.
I've been starting to feel less and less welcomed on this sight, seeing so many artists that I like essentially misgender very obviously non-binary characters, and disregard a real life person's aroace sexuality and not care about one's discomfort of porn being drawn of their character, even when they are directly body dysmorphic.
Seeing it so frequently on here makes me feel so disgusted and hateful over myself. I've been losing more and more hope on myself, and I don't know if I can take it anymore.
I've been struggling with suicidal thoughts since forever now, and to be honest, it's becoming less scary for me to hurt myself because of my lack of hope.
Everyone is so bigotted and awful, and it's becoming harder for me not to just give up and kill myself.
I won't but, that's just how my head is unfortunately, so I'm probably going to be leaving this sight, or the internet really. I just don't think there's a point on continuing to show my art if people are going to disregard my gender, sexuality, or dysmorphia really.
I'm sorry.
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