Life Update [Vent] 08/06/2025
a month ago
Hello everyone. I hope all is well with your daily activities.
As for me, I wish I could say the same. Life, as it still is, difficult. In six days, will mark a year ever since my life has turn upside down... And there's something I must tell you. The journal I made almost a year ago was just scratching the surface. I couldn't tell you the rest of the story of what truly went down, that is because of the current legalities of it prevent me from doing so.
The truth is... my father was incarcerated...
And ever since that day, I noticed (even now) my behavior is starting to change.. not in a good way. I try to remain positive and try to do my best, however, nothing can ever get rid of the feeling of hatred, sadness, dread, and regret. I even made bad decisions, I see myself telling other people what to do and being upset easily. This is not me, this is not who I was a year ago. Know if I am upset or angry at you, its nothing personal. I had no idea how much of an impact this is on me. I feel as if this turned me into my own monster and state of decline, god help me...
I give all of you my sincere apology I wasn't forward with all of you. I will have to testify in court soon, its a very ugly position to be in. Whatever the outcome is, I just want this to be over...
~ Foeman
As for me, I wish I could say the same. Life, as it still is, difficult. In six days, will mark a year ever since my life has turn upside down... And there's something I must tell you. The journal I made almost a year ago was just scratching the surface. I couldn't tell you the rest of the story of what truly went down, that is because of the current legalities of it prevent me from doing so.
The truth is... my father was incarcerated...
And ever since that day, I noticed (even now) my behavior is starting to change.. not in a good way. I try to remain positive and try to do my best, however, nothing can ever get rid of the feeling of hatred, sadness, dread, and regret. I even made bad decisions, I see myself telling other people what to do and being upset easily. This is not me, this is not who I was a year ago. Know if I am upset or angry at you, its nothing personal. I had no idea how much of an impact this is on me. I feel as if this turned me into my own monster and state of decline, god help me...
I give all of you my sincere apology I wasn't forward with all of you. I will have to testify in court soon, its a very ugly position to be in. Whatever the outcome is, I just want this to be over...
~ Foeman
I apologize myself, I'm not really good with things like this. But just know you have friends who care about you and will always be there for you, like me. So know this: You're never alone.