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3 months ago
I dont know how long ill feel like this. But for now, im going to fully stop writing for at least a month.
Also, I made a game for a game jam recently. So because of the event described below, im just gonna focus more onto that. I'll try and get any commissions done once im somewhat better, but idk if ill even post them publicly for awhile.
TW: some anger, and some brief mentions of suicidal stuff.
Going to keep this brief, but you can probably figure out who said what and stuff. Had an artist who I watch talk about how they basically had one of there artworks stolen on DA by AI artist. They had a small bit of there comment being about how the person was selling the uncensored part and to me, seemed like they got the wrong idea about that part. So I made a comment saying that I've did a good about of AI on DA awhile ago and I understood why that happened. TLDR its DAs policy that anything basically NSFW must be paywalled in some way. I also specifically said that I agree with reporting shit like that, but make sure you alert the AI artist, because some of them still have a soul left, and would remove it. So its not like I directly said I support AI art.
I fall asleep and wake up to see if anyone replied to my comments. And guess what I found. I found someone who's like 10x bigger then me, a fucking writer aswell, write a separate comment with the 2nd sentence literally singling me out and basically saying that since I did AI work, my writings can be AI too.
"And they write fucking novels, or maybe have chatgpt write them" literally a direct quote. And I wrote a side thing saying that I didnt on my writings simply because I, ya know, value the skill I have and want to get better.
That fucked me really bad.
To the point where for right now, im giving up writing temporary. The whole reason I started writing was to do something useful in my life. Make my life have something of worth. Something. And someone who's like 10x bigger and a writer can just fucking disregard all the heart, soul and sometimes suicidal stuff i poor out from my heart.
Then I dont want to write.
Genuinely, if I didnt have some type of support system right now. This would be my last journal ever. Full stop.
Take this as a direct warning to try and be nice to people. Even if you hate them. Because maybe in your anger, you misunderstood or even assumed something. And for them, that could be the breaking point.
Also, I made a game for a game jam recently. So because of the event described below, im just gonna focus more onto that. I'll try and get any commissions done once im somewhat better, but idk if ill even post them publicly for awhile.
TW: some anger, and some brief mentions of suicidal stuff.
Going to keep this brief, but you can probably figure out who said what and stuff. Had an artist who I watch talk about how they basically had one of there artworks stolen on DA by AI artist. They had a small bit of there comment being about how the person was selling the uncensored part and to me, seemed like they got the wrong idea about that part. So I made a comment saying that I've did a good about of AI on DA awhile ago and I understood why that happened. TLDR its DAs policy that anything basically NSFW must be paywalled in some way. I also specifically said that I agree with reporting shit like that, but make sure you alert the AI artist, because some of them still have a soul left, and would remove it. So its not like I directly said I support AI art.
I fall asleep and wake up to see if anyone replied to my comments. And guess what I found. I found someone who's like 10x bigger then me, a fucking writer aswell, write a separate comment with the 2nd sentence literally singling me out and basically saying that since I did AI work, my writings can be AI too.
"And they write fucking novels, or maybe have chatgpt write them" literally a direct quote. And I wrote a side thing saying that I didnt on my writings simply because I, ya know, value the skill I have and want to get better.
That fucked me really bad.
To the point where for right now, im giving up writing temporary. The whole reason I started writing was to do something useful in my life. Make my life have something of worth. Something. And someone who's like 10x bigger and a writer can just fucking disregard all the heart, soul and sometimes suicidal stuff i poor out from my heart.
Then I dont want to write.
Genuinely, if I didnt have some type of support system right now. This would be my last journal ever. Full stop.
Take this as a direct warning to try and be nice to people. Even if you hate them. Because maybe in your anger, you misunderstood or even assumed something. And for them, that could be the breaking point.
