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I want to ask you something, what do you do when your lied to? how do you react when you find that out? i think it is the most natural response to react in anger or sadness that someone would betray your trust so easily, I have been given my share of lies and i can say that they are always unpleasant but humans lie and that is a fact. i feel like the dream I held so close and loved so dearly was a lie, i have the feeling inside me that i was told things to make me feel better, to make me less anoying to deal with. i hope and i pray that this is not the case but my heart is shattered, i struggle to function now and i want to be far far away from many people.
i do not think i am important or special enough to tell someone else how to live or act but i can offer some advice, if you have something you love and cherish, keep it safe, keep it away from others, keep it away from the cruelty of people and the coldness of this world, i decided to talk to people and involve my dream and happiness with others and now i am left alone in despair picking up the pieces of what once kept me so happy, i do not want others to feel or experiance what these days have been like for me but i do not have such power to pick and choose my sad and happy moments. i think i am lucky to be alive right now but the world keeps looming over me and i have not felt so alone and without hope, my happiness has been shattered by those i held in high regard and now i look at my life and feel empty
i do not know what i will do anymore, i want to do nothing and just lay down in my own tears while the world moves on without me, what a idiot i am to put my trust in others to tell them that i felt happy, all i want is my dream so my life can feel peace again, a dream so simple in nature, i just want to have my friend, is that to much to fucking ask for? am i to selfish to dare wish i could have that? why must i be tormented by you people for this, for my honesty, for my request to those i admired, why must it be stomped on and thrown aside with no care?
i do not think i am important or special enough to tell someone else how to live or act but i can offer some advice, if you have something you love and cherish, keep it safe, keep it away from others, keep it away from the cruelty of people and the coldness of this world, i decided to talk to people and involve my dream and happiness with others and now i am left alone in despair picking up the pieces of what once kept me so happy, i do not want others to feel or experiance what these days have been like for me but i do not have such power to pick and choose my sad and happy moments. i think i am lucky to be alive right now but the world keeps looming over me and i have not felt so alone and without hope, my happiness has been shattered by those i held in high regard and now i look at my life and feel empty
i do not know what i will do anymore, i want to do nothing and just lay down in my own tears while the world moves on without me, what a idiot i am to put my trust in others to tell them that i felt happy, all i want is my dream so my life can feel peace again, a dream so simple in nature, i just want to have my friend, is that to much to fucking ask for? am i to selfish to dare wish i could have that? why must i be tormented by you people for this, for my honesty, for my request to those i admired, why must it be stomped on and thrown aside with no care?
Gryphon1991
~gryphon1991
What you said brings a pain to my heart that seems so familiar.
Riku-The-Sergal
~riku-the-sergal
OP
what hurts even more is that people disregard what i say and think because i am younger then them, your age does not grant you the right to always be correct, it is a pathetic response to just say that your despair is something your 'to young to understand'. we are meant to seek wiser people but that 'wisdom' is just the ability to disregard your feelings and thoughts, your dreams and aspiration, what you love with a straight face
Gryphon1991
~gryphon1991
I don't know what year it started, but the problem of understanding other people's feelings has become a very hot topic for discussion in the last few years. It's a shame that you have to go through this, the main thing is to try not to lose yourself. I also try to better understand the feelings of others, I can also make mistakes. The problem of ignoring actually seems to be a complex factor, but I agree that it takes effort, and people are designed in such a way that they look for an easy way, this is a problem.
