Here again writing another Journal. *sighs* Been Sketching more & more lately. Trying to find my Groove. Same psychological barriers from 2024 slowing me down. The constant anxiety of my 'troublesome' lifestyle gives me the 'shaky legs' so much so it distracts me from drawing. But, with Bills stacking up high and dreams fueled by energy drinks. I need to come up with a method for "Commissions" soon. The Major questions is, "What should I charge folks for Sketch Commissions?" Should I charge a lot? Should undercut myself to compete against Digital Artist? What about doing Digital Works myself and use customers to train? All I can say now is, when I do open up it will Be Sketch Commissions at first. Also, need to go ahead and mention My household is not filled with any praise and inspiration for the Arts. It's a pretty demoralizing home. Not to mention the constant juggling of my SFW endeavors. Art only gets so much time, then it has to compete with this annoying anxiety. I could definitely use the money. I just don't like disappointing people, that's all. Especially if you disappoint the WRONG person, they can cause practically months of harassment. Just really nervous. I want to sketch peoples characters and fun kinks but I am just one guy. With an outdated style going up against the world to make a dollar to have a roof over my head. *sighs* It's a bit overwhelming.


~ZD~