And some updates, I can stop to mourning my cat, I'm still thinking on him and how much I want to back the time and prevent the things, I'm slowly forgiving me for it.
And, my birthday, I'm somewhat happy for it and somewhat sad because I fell that the people that want to visit me it's because my cat passed away, and I had that shitty event about an ex friend grooming a 14yo girl. Sad, but it's people that love me, so I will have a little party on my home with these, where them can see me nor cherish me.
And here maybe I will publish a ych, or open commissions, and do another journal on my birthday (9/7) it's cherishing got some good wishes that day.