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New Chapter in my Life!
9 hours ago
So, as of the 27th of August, I have been living in a new flat on my own! And as od today, got internet sorted!
It’s going to take some time to adjust to this, and finances are going to take time to stabilise, but I’m excited to get going! Can you believe it, I’m 31 and a half, and just now living for myself? Crazy!
Well, the catch is my eyesight, the disease has just kept progressing, which is why I don’t commission so much anymore. That and I got caught in a toxic loop of scams, the quality control on places like Furry Market Plsce has gone to Hell. I still have a gigantic backlog to post, but my OCD brain got broken ages ago, I was always so adamant posting stuff in the order I got it, but that fell apart when I stopped being able to use my laptop.
It has been interesting talking to some new animators and artists in the macro butt crush scene, as a lot have seen the stuff I commissioned, some even inspired by it, which is so cool!
It would be VERY odd to get something from someone I indirectly inspired, but that is the nature of content.
I have read there is research into my disease, it’s slid, as gene therapy is still a developing field, but maybe in my lifetime I will get a cure! I would honestly love to create stuff when that happens, art, animations, game development, I want to learn it all!
I’m still doing lots of fursuiting, now I have my own place I can actually get photos, I just need practice with getting a good macro fursuit GIF lol.
All in all, I’m very hopeful for the future! All the insanity in the world right now nonewithstanding.
P.S to that one insecure creep (you know who you are) who is obsessed with me and wants to see me fall apart, I’m not going anywhere, in fact, I’m doing better than ever!
It’s going to take some time to adjust to this, and finances are going to take time to stabilise, but I’m excited to get going! Can you believe it, I’m 31 and a half, and just now living for myself? Crazy!
Well, the catch is my eyesight, the disease has just kept progressing, which is why I don’t commission so much anymore. That and I got caught in a toxic loop of scams, the quality control on places like Furry Market Plsce has gone to Hell. I still have a gigantic backlog to post, but my OCD brain got broken ages ago, I was always so adamant posting stuff in the order I got it, but that fell apart when I stopped being able to use my laptop.
It has been interesting talking to some new animators and artists in the macro butt crush scene, as a lot have seen the stuff I commissioned, some even inspired by it, which is so cool!
It would be VERY odd to get something from someone I indirectly inspired, but that is the nature of content.
I have read there is research into my disease, it’s slid, as gene therapy is still a developing field, but maybe in my lifetime I will get a cure! I would honestly love to create stuff when that happens, art, animations, game development, I want to learn it all!
I’m still doing lots of fursuiting, now I have my own place I can actually get photos, I just need practice with getting a good macro fursuit GIF lol.
All in all, I’m very hopeful for the future! All the insanity in the world right now nonewithstanding.
P.S to that one insecure creep (you know who you are) who is obsessed with me and wants to see me fall apart, I’m not going anywhere, in fact, I’m doing better than ever!
although i'm sorry to hear you got caught up in some scams, that always sucks
Living alone rocks for real congrats on that ;)
Although scams are an every day thing in the fandom tho. No matter how much you call them out they sadly still happen :T
Also you posted the journal twice ^^"