Hello everyone

I have an lot on my mind right now so I'm just start from the beginning

Long story short my dad and my brothers were being assholes to me
I don't want to go into an lot of detail because I'm honestly hurt and heartbroken but long story short

My dad and my brothers said A LOT of horrible stuff about me at work today, about how I didn't wanna learn, that I don't know anything, and my brother Ozzie said I was embarrassing and my dad told me that he was fed up with me, my behaviour and he even threated to put me in a home if I didn't want to learn.

Honestly guys I'm done with everything and everyone and I just want it all to end NOW.

I think I might actually tell my mom to tell my dad that I want an few days off work. And honestly I actually want to ask my dad and my brothers if I can to college to see my teachers and talk to them.
I honestly want to speak to the counsellors at college because I really need help at this point.

Honestly I just wanna leave Hull, I'm not staying here anymore I've had enough now.

I'm leaving Hull, I'm taking my mom with me and I'm NEVER coming back.

I hate Hull.

There is only one good thing that happened today.

I sent an message to my mom on Whatsapp saying "I'm sorry I'm a bad son" and she hugged me and say "You're not a bad son" and I honestly needed that right now.

In fact anyone who reads this journal, I want all of you to say "I love you Kenan" and "It will get better Kenan"