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it's all happy and yet the walls are crumbling UPDATE
2 weeks ago
OKAY! so food insecurity has been solved...for now, plus its the 1st...well 2nd but the beginning of the month so! I have my disability check. I have gathered enough money to MAYBE get some of the car fixed. maybe just the leak I have been trying to get my mom to call the family friend who's a mechanic but if she keeps delaying it I will be calling around to mechanics in the area and asking them instead. Thanks to those who donated and those who commissioned me and signal boosted! if you want to signal boost use this journal instead of my commission post because I usually reupload it and delete the old so it won't work that way. But thank you again! I would have ran out of food without yall and i am eternally greatful!
Daisy and Pip still need to go to the vet and I suspect Daisy might be an expensive case compared to Pip but we won't know till they get seen. So, yeah. I still need money for car repairs because I know what I have isn't going to be enough for ALL the fixes. I need a brake and rotor job. oil change. U Joint fixed. tags and late registration fee along with whatever needs fixed if it doesn't pass emissions.
I will update this whenever there is any new info but for now, I am finishing up a commission from the 1st batch and then will be signal boosting again along with continuing to pester my mom about the mechanic. (reason I don't contact him myself is because We do not know eachother. He knows my mom and grandma, I do not know him)
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Posting here for signal boosting purposes
I'm super happy and super greatful! my mom's back on her cancer meds and the cancer has gone away in some places but has spread in other new ones so it remains sort of neutral. the end of life services vet told me Ms. Pip isn't actively dying and could def get treatment. I am as happy as a little lark!...but...there are some issues. We are running out of food, the car broke down on the way home from my mom's oncology appointment, Ms. Pip needs to actually go to the vet and so does another cat, Daisy. and i need glasses...There's so much more but those are the biggest issues right now.
The family car needs an oil change and oil filter change (confident i could do that myself but still need money for the oil and new filter). the U Joint needs fixed, the tags are expired but i don't think the car will pass emissions so it needs upkeep on whatever will let it pass emissions. then i need the money for the late fee for the tags (like $100 on top of the usual tag cost). it is guzzling water and the tank isn't filling so there's a leak in the cooling system somewhere and THAT needs fixed. also whatever caused it to break down and need a jump needs fixed.
Ms. Pip likely just needs an antibiotic shot which is around $100 on top of the $70ish exam fee. Daisy the same but might need special ear drops.
FOOD! WE NEED FOOD. we don't have potatoes. we have like 1 onion. there's some torillas some canned food that is just...ingredients. we have some ground beef and some chicken breast I'll be making tonight. its rough out here and with the car the way it is we can't exactly go sell stuff or go to a food bank. and the one that delivers takes 2 weeks... this is THE most pressing matter right now.
I also need glasses...this seems small but! I have BVD. Binocular Vision Dysfunction. I also have an anxiety disorder + Agoraphobia. mix this with BVD and doing exposure therapy is 10x more difficult. I wanna get out again and live life with my mom and grandma. I've wasted 10 years doing jack shit. I wanna live again. maybe even one day get a job! let's not get too hasty though a job out in the world is FAR FAR FAR away. but in the mean time, If I could go to the store with my mom. the park, the lake. that would be amazing. I have been given a blessing of 10 years with my mom with her cancer and here's hoping for many more and I want to actually go out be in the world and do the things she talked about while i was still in her belly. She'd drive to work and talk to me. going to concerts. going on road trips. experience so many firsts with me and I have squandered alot of time and DAMMIT i wanna live again. I can't do that without a working car, food, healthy pets and yes, glasses.
so I will be DRASTICALLY lowering my commission prices and I will not be cutting of alots until a certain goal is reached. First is food. Can't accomplish anything without eating. I want the next goal to be Ms. Pip and then Daisy but um...the car...but the car is the most expensive. so we will see if a neighbor can give my mom a ride (i am agoraphobic and homebound). then...well probably more food but THE CAR. THAT FUCKING CAR. I have confidence I could replace the Rotors, Brakes and do the oil change but my family probably wants a professional working on the brakes. I CAN STILL DO THE OIL DAMMIT.
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SALE PRICES
Order goes bust, half body, full body
Sketch: 25, 35, 45
Flat: 50, 70, 90
Sketch shade: 45, 80, 100
Cell shade: 65, 100, 150
Chibi toon: 40, -, 75
If you want a sketch shade chibi toon it’s the same prices as the regular flat and cell shading is $5 more.
Prices are subject to tax. Prices are in USD.
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Examples
Sketches: LINK LINK LINK
Flats: LINK LINK LINK LINK
Cell shade: LINK LINK LINK
Examples of sketch shade LINK LINK LINK LINK
Sequence: LINK LINKLINK LINK LINK LINK
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Commissions done/in progress
KochDerDamonen DONE
overzen DONE
xeronious DONE
Daisy and Pip still need to go to the vet and I suspect Daisy might be an expensive case compared to Pip but we won't know till they get seen. So, yeah. I still need money for car repairs because I know what I have isn't going to be enough for ALL the fixes. I need a brake and rotor job. oil change. U Joint fixed. tags and late registration fee along with whatever needs fixed if it doesn't pass emissions.
I will update this whenever there is any new info but for now, I am finishing up a commission from the 1st batch and then will be signal boosting again along with continuing to pester my mom about the mechanic. (reason I don't contact him myself is because We do not know eachother. He knows my mom and grandma, I do not know him)
___________________
Posting here for signal boosting purposes
I'm super happy and super greatful! my mom's back on her cancer meds and the cancer has gone away in some places but has spread in other new ones so it remains sort of neutral. the end of life services vet told me Ms. Pip isn't actively dying and could def get treatment. I am as happy as a little lark!...but...there are some issues. We are running out of food, the car broke down on the way home from my mom's oncology appointment, Ms. Pip needs to actually go to the vet and so does another cat, Daisy. and i need glasses...There's so much more but those are the biggest issues right now.
The family car needs an oil change and oil filter change (confident i could do that myself but still need money for the oil and new filter). the U Joint needs fixed, the tags are expired but i don't think the car will pass emissions so it needs upkeep on whatever will let it pass emissions. then i need the money for the late fee for the tags (like $100 on top of the usual tag cost). it is guzzling water and the tank isn't filling so there's a leak in the cooling system somewhere and THAT needs fixed. also whatever caused it to break down and need a jump needs fixed.
Ms. Pip likely just needs an antibiotic shot which is around $100 on top of the $70ish exam fee. Daisy the same but might need special ear drops.
FOOD! WE NEED FOOD. we don't have potatoes. we have like 1 onion. there's some torillas some canned food that is just...ingredients. we have some ground beef and some chicken breast I'll be making tonight. its rough out here and with the car the way it is we can't exactly go sell stuff or go to a food bank. and the one that delivers takes 2 weeks... this is THE most pressing matter right now.
I also need glasses...this seems small but! I have BVD. Binocular Vision Dysfunction. I also have an anxiety disorder + Agoraphobia. mix this with BVD and doing exposure therapy is 10x more difficult. I wanna get out again and live life with my mom and grandma. I've wasted 10 years doing jack shit. I wanna live again. maybe even one day get a job! let's not get too hasty though a job out in the world is FAR FAR FAR away. but in the mean time, If I could go to the store with my mom. the park, the lake. that would be amazing. I have been given a blessing of 10 years with my mom with her cancer and here's hoping for many more and I want to actually go out be in the world and do the things she talked about while i was still in her belly. She'd drive to work and talk to me. going to concerts. going on road trips. experience so many firsts with me and I have squandered alot of time and DAMMIT i wanna live again. I can't do that without a working car, food, healthy pets and yes, glasses.
so I will be DRASTICALLY lowering my commission prices and I will not be cutting of alots until a certain goal is reached. First is food. Can't accomplish anything without eating. I want the next goal to be Ms. Pip and then Daisy but um...the car...but the car is the most expensive. so we will see if a neighbor can give my mom a ride (i am agoraphobic and homebound). then...well probably more food but THE CAR. THAT FUCKING CAR. I have confidence I could replace the Rotors, Brakes and do the oil change but my family probably wants a professional working on the brakes. I CAN STILL DO THE OIL DAMMIT.
______________
SALE PRICES
Order goes bust, half body, full body
Sketch: 25, 35, 45
Flat: 50, 70, 90
Sketch shade: 45, 80, 100
Cell shade: 65, 100, 150
Chibi toon: 40, -, 75
If you want a sketch shade chibi toon it’s the same prices as the regular flat and cell shading is $5 more.
Prices are subject to tax. Prices are in USD.
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Examples
Sketches: LINK LINK LINK
Flats: LINK LINK LINK LINK
Cell shade: LINK LINK LINK
Examples of sketch shade LINK LINK LINK LINK
Sequence: LINK LINKLINK LINK LINK LINK
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Commissions done/in progress
KochDerDamonen DONE
overzen DONE
xeronious DONE