Updates on the situation
2 months ago
General
Thought I'd make a dedicated Journal for updates and just to update people on the situation.
Okay so food is running out again and we can't really spend anymore money because that's the money to fix the car. and I'm worried it won't be enough (we had to spend alot on food. grocery prices in the U.S. are no joke)
anxiety scale. 1-5 is an anxiety attack. 1 is more general anxiety and the attack starts at about a 2-3. 3-5 are def anxiety attacks. 6-10 is a panic attack. anything past 10 is a terror attack. I have had a couple, they are the WORST. after almost 20 years with this disorder, I know the differences pretty well.
Starting sunday I had a very bad panic attack. 10/10 level because mom went to the store and My anxiety disorder decided this was the worst thing to happen to me. My grandma was IN THE HOUSE WITH ME so idk why but yeah. it maybe should be classified as a terror attack. 11/10. monday I had a freak out because what if I have another bad panic attack because my grandma's at the doctor's? this causes my grandma to miss her appointment to get her pacemaker battery checked. wednesday grandma's health declines(it had been declining) and I have another anxiety attack when mom leaves for cigs but I do good. its like a 6/10. maybe more of a 5/10. Thursday grandma has to go to they hospital because her blood ox drops to 83 at one point so grandma is in the hospital. While waiting and a bit after she leaves, I have another panic attack. more of a 9/10 this time but still very stressful and bad. she won't be coming home today (10/17/2025) but maybe tomorrow, hopefully. Mom used to be a CNA and knows the ins and outs and is trying to get more info on what the issue is and because of OCD reasons I don't want to say anything yet.
This also means, because of my separation anxiety when alone (and occasionally when I'm not...i hate anxiety disorder's they are so stupid) I would prefer to have my mom not go to a store right now. I have had a rough week. but I only have like...35 and 75 on our cards (my mom and grandma's(my mom and I share a card)) WHICE MEANS! ordering groceries is difficult because of the low amounts (and also alot of places won't allow multiple cards for 1 order) So I continue to need money. I PREFER TO WORK FOR MY MONEY! so commissions are much appreciated. if you want to help but maybe don't like my style, or truly don't want a commission, you can commission me to just, draw my own characters. I would prefer to work for the money, I do have a donation page on Ko-fi tho.
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Ko-fi -> LINK
TOS -> LINK
Contact: happy.yene[at]gmail.com
SALE PRICES!
Prices are subject to tax. Prices are in USD.
Order goes bust, half body, full body
Sketch: 25, 35, 45
Flat: 50, 70, 90
Sketch shade: 45, 80, 100
Cell shade: 65, 100, 150
Chibi toon: 40, -, 75
If you want a sketch shade chibi toon is the same prices as the regular flat and cell shading is $5 more.
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Examples
Sketches: LINK LINK LINK
Flats: LINK LINK LINK LINK
Cell shade: LINK LINK LINK
Examples of sketch shade LINK LINK LINK LINK
Sequence: LINK LINKLINK LINK LINK LINK
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Commissions done/in progress
KochDerDamonen DONE
overzen DONE
xeronious DONE
NONE IN PROGRESS
Okay so food is running out again and we can't really spend anymore money because that's the money to fix the car. and I'm worried it won't be enough (we had to spend alot on food. grocery prices in the U.S. are no joke)
anxiety scale. 1-5 is an anxiety attack. 1 is more general anxiety and the attack starts at about a 2-3. 3-5 are def anxiety attacks. 6-10 is a panic attack. anything past 10 is a terror attack. I have had a couple, they are the WORST. after almost 20 years with this disorder, I know the differences pretty well.
Starting sunday I had a very bad panic attack. 10/10 level because mom went to the store and My anxiety disorder decided this was the worst thing to happen to me. My grandma was IN THE HOUSE WITH ME so idk why but yeah. it maybe should be classified as a terror attack. 11/10. monday I had a freak out because what if I have another bad panic attack because my grandma's at the doctor's? this causes my grandma to miss her appointment to get her pacemaker battery checked. wednesday grandma's health declines(it had been declining) and I have another anxiety attack when mom leaves for cigs but I do good. its like a 6/10. maybe more of a 5/10. Thursday grandma has to go to they hospital because her blood ox drops to 83 at one point so grandma is in the hospital. While waiting and a bit after she leaves, I have another panic attack. more of a 9/10 this time but still very stressful and bad. she won't be coming home today (10/17/2025) but maybe tomorrow, hopefully. Mom used to be a CNA and knows the ins and outs and is trying to get more info on what the issue is and because of OCD reasons I don't want to say anything yet.
This also means, because of my separation anxiety when alone (and occasionally when I'm not...i hate anxiety disorder's they are so stupid) I would prefer to have my mom not go to a store right now. I have had a rough week. but I only have like...35 and 75 on our cards (my mom and grandma's(my mom and I share a card)) WHICE MEANS! ordering groceries is difficult because of the low amounts (and also alot of places won't allow multiple cards for 1 order) So I continue to need money. I PREFER TO WORK FOR MY MONEY! so commissions are much appreciated. if you want to help but maybe don't like my style, or truly don't want a commission, you can commission me to just, draw my own characters. I would prefer to work for the money, I do have a donation page on Ko-fi tho.
_________________
Ko-fi -> LINK
TOS -> LINK
Contact: happy.yene[at]gmail.com
SALE PRICES!
Prices are subject to tax. Prices are in USD.
Order goes bust, half body, full body
Sketch: 25, 35, 45
Flat: 50, 70, 90
Sketch shade: 45, 80, 100
Cell shade: 65, 100, 150
Chibi toon: 40, -, 75
If you want a sketch shade chibi toon is the same prices as the regular flat and cell shading is $5 more.
__________
Examples
Sketches: LINK LINK LINK
Flats: LINK LINK LINK LINK
Cell shade: LINK LINK LINK
Examples of sketch shade LINK LINK LINK LINK
Sequence: LINK LINKLINK LINK LINK LINK
__________
Commissions done/in progress
KochDerDamonen DONE
overzen DONE
xeronious DONENONE IN PROGRESS
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