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I am alive and I AM working on my to do
4 weeks ago
I just wanted to say that even if I am taking extremely long I haven’t forgotten about anyone on my to do list,
I’ve been working on it, as well as on other things because the reality is simply that I have no other income but my art, and I cannot only work on my to do but do have to draw new things as well. Because I’ve been already struggling to feed myself, it’s fine though so far I am living - but I will probably post something for inktober or kinktober or else I have to admit it won’t work out for me
But honestly, I’ve been just very slow, I cannot tell you why, because I wish I knew that myself. Even if I sit here and draw all day I will barely finish half of what I managed to do two years ago in one day. And I am not talking about being distracted I am just… slow? It makes me so incredibly angry with myself, because I know what I used to be capable of and right now I have no reason to not be able to do the same, and yet I can’t
I do have to admit I had a few months inbetween now and March or something that I was just unable to really function and in that time I really didn’t get much done, so there is that.
And every time I feel better and try to respond to everyone but I always fail to do so, but I haven’t forgotten and I promise I am slowly getting to everyone.
I finished quite a few things on my to do list so it’s not like I have this giant backlog of things (5-6 pieces?? All of them started two almost done) , but I struggle to be fast when my bank account says MINUS and my insurance says in a week please
I will hopefully actually post whatever I finished, but posting is already hard and I’ve been embarrassed to post when I know I had been so bad at responding to comments and notes
But I am alive and I haven’t forgotten about anyone, please bear with me until I struggle myself through and then hopefully be able to do updates in timely manner again
I’ve been working on it, as well as on other things because the reality is simply that I have no other income but my art, and I cannot only work on my to do but do have to draw new things as well. Because I’ve been already struggling to feed myself, it’s fine though so far I am living - but I will probably post something for inktober or kinktober or else I have to admit it won’t work out for me
But honestly, I’ve been just very slow, I cannot tell you why, because I wish I knew that myself. Even if I sit here and draw all day I will barely finish half of what I managed to do two years ago in one day. And I am not talking about being distracted I am just… slow? It makes me so incredibly angry with myself, because I know what I used to be capable of and right now I have no reason to not be able to do the same, and yet I can’t
I do have to admit I had a few months inbetween now and March or something that I was just unable to really function and in that time I really didn’t get much done, so there is that.
And every time I feel better and try to respond to everyone but I always fail to do so, but I haven’t forgotten and I promise I am slowly getting to everyone.
I finished quite a few things on my to do list so it’s not like I have this giant backlog of things (5-6 pieces?? All of them started two almost done) , but I struggle to be fast when my bank account says MINUS and my insurance says in a week please
I will hopefully actually post whatever I finished, but posting is already hard and I’ve been embarrassed to post when I know I had been so bad at responding to comments and notes
But I am alive and I haven’t forgotten about anyone, please bear with me until I struggle myself through and then hopefully be able to do updates in timely manner again
Kilikan
~kilikan
Great to hear you're still alive! We all have those times where life drags us through the mud and slow us down. I hope you know that you don't have to respond to comments in a timely manner especially if you're struggling atm. Be sure to take care of yourself while you work on your to-do list!
