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I am alive and I AM working on my to do
3 weeks ago
I just wanted to say that even if I am taking extremely long I haven’t forgotten about anyone on my to do list,
I’ve been working on it, as well as on other things because the reality is simply that I have no other income but my art, and I cannot only work on my to do but do have to draw new things as well. Because I’ve been already struggling to feed myself, it’s fine though so far I am living - but I will probably post something for inktober or kinktober or else I have to admit it won’t work out for me
But honestly, I’ve been just very slow, I cannot tell you why, because I wish I knew that myself. Even if I sit here and draw all day I will barely finish half of what I managed to do two years ago in one day. And I am not talking about being distracted I am just… slow? It makes me so incredibly angry with myself, because I know what I used to be capable of and right now I have no reason to not be able to do the same, and yet I can’t
I do have to admit I had a few months inbetween now and March or something that I was just unable to really function and in that time I really didn’t get much done, so there is that.
And every time I feel better and try to respond to everyone but I always fail to do so, but I haven’t forgotten and I promise I am slowly getting to everyone.
I finished quite a few things on my to do list so it’s not like I have this giant backlog of things (5-6 pieces?? All of them started two almost done) , but I struggle to be fast when my bank account says MINUS and my insurance says in a week please
I will hopefully actually post whatever I finished, but posting is already hard and I’ve been embarrassed to post when I know I had been so bad at responding to comments and notes
But I am alive and I haven’t forgotten about anyone, please bear with me until I struggle myself through and then hopefully be able to do updates in timely manner again
I’ve been working on it, as well as on other things because the reality is simply that I have no other income but my art, and I cannot only work on my to do but do have to draw new things as well. Because I’ve been already struggling to feed myself, it’s fine though so far I am living - but I will probably post something for inktober or kinktober or else I have to admit it won’t work out for me
But honestly, I’ve been just very slow, I cannot tell you why, because I wish I knew that myself. Even if I sit here and draw all day I will barely finish half of what I managed to do two years ago in one day. And I am not talking about being distracted I am just… slow? It makes me so incredibly angry with myself, because I know what I used to be capable of and right now I have no reason to not be able to do the same, and yet I can’t
I do have to admit I had a few months inbetween now and March or something that I was just unable to really function and in that time I really didn’t get much done, so there is that.
And every time I feel better and try to respond to everyone but I always fail to do so, but I haven’t forgotten and I promise I am slowly getting to everyone.
I finished quite a few things on my to do list so it’s not like I have this giant backlog of things (5-6 pieces?? All of them started two almost done) , but I struggle to be fast when my bank account says MINUS and my insurance says in a week please
I will hopefully actually post whatever I finished, but posting is already hard and I’ve been embarrassed to post when I know I had been so bad at responding to comments and notes
But I am alive and I haven’t forgotten about anyone, please bear with me until I struggle myself through and then hopefully be able to do updates in timely manner again
So sorry to hear about your troubles though. Especially those financial ones, I know those can be terribly stressful. If you need any help or just wanna vent, shoot me a message :3
- Roxy (I'm on my alt account~)
I honestly don’t mean to disappear but then I always fail at responding to stuff because for some reason it’s so overwhelming, I can’t even tell why
Thank you very much though!! It’s very appreciate qvq
I’ll probably make some sort of post when I’ll take on new commissions for October, otherwise your always free to message me, but my responding time will be probably still 1 to 3 days qvq <3
Then I shall await it and try to eliviate your financial burdens as much as possible~<3
I'd happily hop on an inktober if you open it up for commissions! I'd love to help you in some way, you're an incredible artist and it's so disheartening to hear you're struggling. Sending love and hope your way.
And of course that would be super appreciated as well <3 I’ll probably post up info at the start of the month
But yeah I do hope we come all out well on the other side <3
I am very sorry about the silence
I am not going to promise that I respond as fast as I used to but I do try to keep consistent again
The understanding is very appreciated qvq
I will try to still get done in a timely manner, I did make good progress these days on art in general so it should work out
I am happy that people still remember me qvq
I am still very sorry about the wait v.v and the lack of communication, but I incredibly appreciate both the understanding and the patience with me
I’ll try my best that after I get through the rest of my to do I’ll be faster again even if I do think I’ll never be as fast again as I once used to sadly qvq