I am in no danger of self harm at this time.

I'm feeling down and a bit defeated by life...
But no where near suicidal.

Just a little depressed and tired in my soul.

I am trying to generate some creative spark.
I feel like I need some rest...but that the spark is only low.
Not gone out of my life.

I am watching youtube vids that cheer me up, reading books that lift my spirits.

The spark is dimmed...not out.

I need a heroic quest.
When things are like this, I remember the words of Wally Ut.

"You need to harbor the light- not condemn the darkness."

I need to find my Excalibur....
It makes more sense if you read the comic book MAGE.

I'm not done yet in this life.
I still have much work to do.

-Badger-