October update + impontant changes
a month ago
Is been a while since i wrote here
Latetly my emotional has be a rollercoaster, since me have been dealing with some emotional problems a while that got more intense since 2024
that goes since problem with money and almost losing someone from family.
Sometimes i feel i not fit in places much probably before i met the community i always was used to be alone since on my younger days i was bullied psychologically and physically which cause me to be very hesitant and shy sometimes even afraid to met new people. Since in my mind i feel im not worthy also have a big problem of being afraid of bothering people.Also since 2023 since me have been struggling to open myself to others since more and more i that im just bother people.
- One of big changes now i will have 2 discords for now one
darkypix6115 ( will be work and backup account ) on that account will be added just people im friends with (since also is a back up account so DONT UNADD ME on that account I still will be replying on this account as well ) or commissioners
yunoespy6115 will be my personal account for now on and will accept just friends and people i know ( but if any friend be hearing that im not the best to aproach if you want add first feel free)
-Another update soon will be making comm info on the commission tab will take a while to me to do it since im busy with some stuff but eventually i will and say what i draw and what i not draw to be more organized
now stream i when i will back since me feeling mentally drained but eventually they will come back i just need some time for myself
Latetly my emotional has be a rollercoaster, since me have been dealing with some emotional problems a while that got more intense since 2024
that goes since problem with money and almost losing someone from family.
Sometimes i feel i not fit in places much probably before i met the community i always was used to be alone since on my younger days i was bullied psychologically and physically which cause me to be very hesitant and shy sometimes even afraid to met new people. Since in my mind i feel im not worthy also have a big problem of being afraid of bothering people.Also since 2023 since me have been struggling to open myself to others since more and more i that im just bother people.
- One of big changes now i will have 2 discords for now one
darkypix6115 ( will be work and backup account ) on that account will be added just people im friends with (since also is a back up account so DONT UNADD ME on that account I still will be replying on this account as well ) or commissioners
yunoespy6115 will be my personal account for now on and will accept just friends and people i know ( but if any friend be hearing that im not the best to aproach if you want add first feel free)
-Another update soon will be making comm info on the commission tab will take a while to me to do it since im busy with some stuff but eventually i will and say what i draw and what i not draw to be more organized
now stream i when i will back since me feeling mentally drained but eventually they will come back i just need some time for myself
FA+

What you went through growing up would shake anyone, and I do want you to know you're not a bother, and matter to your community and your friends too. It's okay to take time for yourself oragnize things so you can feel safe. You deserve all of that 💙
Take the time you need and know you got people who definitely care for you <3