I just came to the realization today that I’m just identifying as nonbinary and a furry as a compromise as my life doesn’t allow me to live openly as a woman. If I could have any form it would be human female and I just have the name Thomas just because I was born with it. Sick thing is my parents probably won’t accept me as either thing and I’ll be left alone with an identity that doesn’t even fit me. I never had this identity crisis as Madeline the human woman and while I like the name Luna it never really clicks with me like Madeline does. I came out as that name and I started HRT for the first time as that name before stopping due to external stuff. I’m coming to terms with the fact that I’m 95% attracted to men and I’m never gonna fit into spaces where straight guys and lesbians are a majority as I simply am not into women. I think im straight after all but not in the way i thought I was growing up.