Took a short break from social media to figure out stuff and feeling better now. I tried being Madeline the woman and Thomas the man but neither feel authentic to me and Madeline feels like too radical of a change for me and I never felt like a girl for most of my life, but I never cared for being a guy either. I also tried a bunch of fursona creatures but there’s something about the eohippus one I really like and I want to commit to it. I am happy being Thomas the nonbinary eohippus and want to commit to being that. Art wise I figured blueberry stuff isn’t my thing and I want to go with the flow and draw what makes me happy.