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is it ok to just post the art and leave?
2 months ago
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That's all ive been doing these few months... ive tried rly hard to keep up with other's submissions and interact but for some reason it's so fucking hard for me.... i just want to post and die for a while until i have something else to post or say... i want a one way road but ik it needs to be two ways but im just so... out of it to do anything else other than post and die.... forgive me... i am a horrible follower... i just lurk now and not interact... the only thing i interact with now are posts on twt and just like and repost vtuber content....
GRAAAH i nuuke all the submissions and journal notifications when i get on each time cuz i feel guilty looking at them or overwhelmed when its over a certain amount
anyways yeah
ive only really post my stuff on discord now... well to my raid members... i share a shitty fucking doodle of my wol or vtuber doodles .... they're so supportive and put up with me so much even tho they arent too big into art or care abt it.... /cri
I was thinking of maybe opening a discord to have ppl there to talk to and post stupid shit but the cons outweigh the pros... plus i dont think i have a lot of ppl who still interact with me and also i wouldnt wanna bother yall who do with "look what i did today" or "wanna watch me draw nothing".... i wanna get into a community i feel i fit in with the most ig... but idk where to look and even then im too anxious abt it or other issues
anyways yeah... im literally only here to do what i said above... post the art i did make and die for a while again and maybe touch fa the rare chance and just lurk
GRAAAH i nuuke all the submissions and journal notifications when i get on each time cuz i feel guilty looking at them or overwhelmed when its over a certain amount
anyways yeah
ive only really post my stuff on discord now... well to my raid members... i share a shitty fucking doodle of my wol or vtuber doodles .... they're so supportive and put up with me so much even tho they arent too big into art or care abt it.... /cri
I was thinking of maybe opening a discord to have ppl there to talk to and post stupid shit but the cons outweigh the pros... plus i dont think i have a lot of ppl who still interact with me and also i wouldnt wanna bother yall who do with "look what i did today" or "wanna watch me draw nothing".... i wanna get into a community i feel i fit in with the most ig... but idk where to look and even then im too anxious abt it or other issues
anyways yeah... im literally only here to do what i said above... post the art i did make and die for a while again and maybe touch fa the rare chance and just lurk
wishing you well and hoping some of the bad feelings pass.
Honestly I always love seeing your art (esp the silly doodles). Even if I don't like know the vtubers or whatever I still love seeing it <3
I'm like terrible with reaching out sometimes so I get it sdfsdf but like I promise you that you'll never be bothering me if/when you do reach out. Generally I'm just like happy to interact. Also I really need to stream more stuff in server but like I worry people will find me doing the usual dailies / soft grinding as like hella boring dsfuhsd. But also I owe like two headshot trades so maybe I could draw too? Hmmmm sdfysdfdf
Tho on the topic of posting... idk how active I'd be on here myself if I wasn't always posting sales stuff... I think I'd be posting like once a week max or something? idk sdufhsdfsd
But I hope things get better for you with whatever is going on for you rn <3
I'm also horrible with reaching out too lmao .... I don't wanna bother ppl and I can never balance a convo... So reaching out may be hard ;; u should def stream more! We should still try to draw together, same with Eevee lol... But when you stream I sometimes got stuff going on like raids or stuff I said I'd do for or with raid members..... Like Morrowind ... God.... I had them help me set up for hours so now I have to actually play it 😭 it's kinda fun but I haven't even really started it and there's so much kdlskfnosjf GRAAAHH it takes so much energy to even consider playing it or games outside repo.... Cuz it's so easy to boot up and leave whenever... Watching ppl grind and chatting is fun! We can grind together. You grind and stream and I'll watch and grind wtv painful thing I have to do for raids or wtv : 🫠🫠🫠🫠 omg I'm yapping uhg
Yeah keeping up with socials is hard esp if you have nothing to post ... Like I'm dry outta art and I'm not gonna post the vtuber or xiv art I've done lately cuz it's not worth posting it rn IG...
Thank you! I hope it will get better for you as well! Seems rough for us both lately 😭
Yessss I'd love to just have us all stream / draw / whatever together. Maybe someday I'll figure out how to like actually setup stream stuff and I'll do stuff on like Twitch or whatever (I'm dumb as fuck with setting up stream stuff ngl lmao) sdfyshfsdf. But also I feel you on the game thing... sometimes people help set you up and you're like thankful but also now you feel like obligated sdfhsdf. Also please yap, I love yaps. Like my (secret) Tumblr ask thing has "gimme your yaps" on it lmao.
I'm slow as fuck with art (I'm either dry or finish a whole thing in like 4 hours lmao). But honestly I do love seeing all the art even if I have no idea what it is (I just enjoy whatever vibes are going on) sdufhsdf
Honestly same here, things are rough and hopefully we can both get better soon sdufhsdf
I wish we had a consistent gaming time aside from raids.... Raids are such a chore sometimes 😭 but I loved playing games with ppl when able esp 3from my raid ... I totally get not having the energy to do it sometimes but I'm def the person who was constantly bringing up we should play and poking them Abt it... I kinda stopped because someone was moving and it's harder to get times off raid nights or makeup days ... Also because I felt bad I was starting to bother them and it'd be weeks on end of me asking and ppl cant... I'm melting I want to play games with ppl so bad..... Esp some of the newer content in final... GRAAAHH I should join and fc and force myself to be social but I don't want to cuz then it's just ppl who only want to play final
That'd be fun! I hope yer able to get the streaming on twitch set up that'd also be cool! Yeah def feel obligated to play it 😭
Oof yeah thats fair.. I never got into raiding (I'm always terrified I'll cause a wipe so I never do) but it seems like if you can get past the stressful parts that it would be fun to like accomplish goals and stuff sudfhsdf
If I can ever figure it out I def will dsfhsdf