I'll never forget how lonely I used to feel. The way I used to build a community around porn and providing porn was not right for me at all. Although poor me didn't know better. And I was doing no better neither, since I wasn't a very good person. Man. All those struggles I had seem like a lifetime away.... it's somewhat bittersweet. I started getting better for others, which was the wrong thing at first. Others was not what I needed. I just needed myself, but I didn't know myself, so I needed others to help me. At the end of the day, I'm glad.