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Self-Inflicted Accountability: upcoming stories
2 weeks ago
Sorry if the title of the journal seems a bit…excessively serious. I’ve just been a bit lazy and…petty…for far too long, and it’s been hampering my creativity. I think that, if I was to publicly announce my intentions, that might force me to get off my lazy ass and deliver on what I promised.
I tried to get into drawing, 3D rendering, and even 3D animation, and I end up bouncing off of those after a month or two of enjoying it. I want to give writing a try. It kind of dawned on me how much people enjoyed my writing and roleplays, and I think I want to try to take a crack at that to see if I am worthy of being commissioned for writing.
Before I even dare accept commissions, or even think about pricing, I need to be accountable and immediately point out that when I was younger, I pulled something similar, but utterly retarded that scared me from wanting to write out of guilt. I bit off more than I could chew, but regardless, I should have delivered on what I promised.
To avoid linking it directly because of it’s lewd nature, all I’m going to say is that I promised a **LOT** of people their own personal sexy story on a specific theme, even made a contest out of it, and failed to deliver. It’s been 13 years, and that almost weighs on me more than…one other thing only very specific people know about.
So, before I try to ask to be commissioned or be tempted to offer anything, I’m going to disable and ignore notes/comments/ect until I get my act together and actually create something for once. I think over 5 (five) short stories minimum is enough to be my portfolio. Maybe more. Some of these are stories I promised to make for a few friends of mine, so for the sake of privacy, I’ll just replace any personal info with just a “Codename” title until the work is actually done.
Here are my upcoming stories:
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Snack of the Succubus: My first attempt at a proper Short Story in…over 10 years? Fucking hell, I’m going to be so rusty, especially since I haven’t read a book in that long too. A naughty, smutty Halloween story. Nothing spooky here, or any Bad Ends, just my attempt to put my money where my mouth is by getting back into writing and trying to improve at it. MUST be finished before the end of Oct 31st, 2025. STATUS: COMPLETE : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62814718/
Codename Femboi: A certain dark story about femboi and a hung black thug. Quite possibly going to be Ao3 exclusive due to consensual raceplay, dubious non-con and other topics I’m not comfortable with. However, I need to increase my range, even if that means slowly dabbling into content I might not care for.
Codename Tigeress: A military themed, tigeress *trans*formation story gift for a sweet mommy tigeress. Don’t pardon the pun. Another exercise on topics I might not be into, but wish to be open to writing for commissions sake. Lanif-Zero makes an appearance, as a little reward to myself for completing the above stories, but I must keep my ego in check and make sure my OC only plays a supporting role behind the main character.
Codename Mouse: ANOTHER TG apology to a sweet mouse girl, and gift to someone I was...old-school assholish to, but now learning to be more open minded with thanks to them and others. This will also be a slight teaser to a fictional setting I’m working on. Another go at stuff that might not be *my* thing, but something others might like.
Codename Raptor: A thank you story to a very sweet dino that’s always going above and beyond to show me that not everyone that’s a muscular macro is…that. Funny enough, this was the original hit-piece story, but now this is just going to be a story used as context for a future sketch he’s making for me.
Codename Drone: I can’t go into detail, but this is a free commission (Free…Commission? Those words, man. Is that an oxymoron, or just me being a moron?) that may or may not be publicly posted.
Sexy Monster x Woman story: An attempt to write something sexy that would appeal to a primarily female readerbase with a monster story. A certain ‘footwear located on the cranium’ video posted something that made me realize how insanely popular those are. Like, “holy shit, I want to learn about female sexuality” mind opening. Another range-increasing story.
Codename Planet Egypt: Finally. A reward to myself if I somehow manage to actually keep my word for once and finish writing all the above. The first, canonical introduction of Lanif-Zero. MY personal story, focusing on stuff I personally like, with no desire to apologize for it.. On an Egyptian planet that has a sexy Ankha on it. This will be my attempt at writing my own overpowered, wish-fufillment male power fantasy, and to see if I’m able to pull it off with skill, or if my bitching from “Contempt of the North Empress” is just me being a hypocritical bitch.
I tried to get into drawing, 3D rendering, and even 3D animation, and I end up bouncing off of those after a month or two of enjoying it. I want to give writing a try. It kind of dawned on me how much people enjoyed my writing and roleplays, and I think I want to try to take a crack at that to see if I am worthy of being commissioned for writing.
Before I even dare accept commissions, or even think about pricing, I need to be accountable and immediately point out that when I was younger, I pulled something similar, but utterly retarded that scared me from wanting to write out of guilt. I bit off more than I could chew, but regardless, I should have delivered on what I promised.
To avoid linking it directly because of it’s lewd nature, all I’m going to say is that I promised a **LOT** of people their own personal sexy story on a specific theme, even made a contest out of it, and failed to deliver. It’s been 13 years, and that almost weighs on me more than…one other thing only very specific people know about.
So, before I try to ask to be commissioned or be tempted to offer anything, I’m going to disable and ignore notes/comments/ect until I get my act together and actually create something for once. I think over 5 (five) short stories minimum is enough to be my portfolio. Maybe more. Some of these are stories I promised to make for a few friends of mine, so for the sake of privacy, I’ll just replace any personal info with just a “Codename” title until the work is actually done.
Here are my upcoming stories:
—
Snack of the Succubus: My first attempt at a proper Short Story in…over 10 years? Fucking hell, I’m going to be so rusty, especially since I haven’t read a book in that long too. A naughty, smutty Halloween story. Nothing spooky here, or any Bad Ends, just my attempt to put my money where my mouth is by getting back into writing and trying to improve at it. MUST be finished before the end of Oct 31st, 2025. STATUS: COMPLETE : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62814718/
Codename Femboi: A certain dark story about femboi and a hung black thug. Quite possibly going to be Ao3 exclusive due to consensual raceplay, dubious non-con and other topics I’m not comfortable with. However, I need to increase my range, even if that means slowly dabbling into content I might not care for.
Codename Tigeress: A military themed, tigeress *trans*formation story gift for a sweet mommy tigeress. Don’t pardon the pun. Another exercise on topics I might not be into, but wish to be open to writing for commissions sake. Lanif-Zero makes an appearance, as a little reward to myself for completing the above stories, but I must keep my ego in check and make sure my OC only plays a supporting role behind the main character.
Codename Mouse: ANOTHER TG apology to a sweet mouse girl, and gift to someone I was...old-school assholish to, but now learning to be more open minded with thanks to them and others. This will also be a slight teaser to a fictional setting I’m working on. Another go at stuff that might not be *my* thing, but something others might like.
Codename Raptor: A thank you story to a very sweet dino that’s always going above and beyond to show me that not everyone that’s a muscular macro is…that. Funny enough, this was the original hit-piece story, but now this is just going to be a story used as context for a future sketch he’s making for me.
Codename Drone: I can’t go into detail, but this is a free commission (Free…Commission? Those words, man. Is that an oxymoron, or just me being a moron?) that may or may not be publicly posted.
Sexy Monster x Woman story: An attempt to write something sexy that would appeal to a primarily female readerbase with a monster story. A certain ‘footwear located on the cranium’ video posted something that made me realize how insanely popular those are. Like, “holy shit, I want to learn about female sexuality” mind opening. Another range-increasing story.
Codename Planet Egypt: Finally. A reward to myself if I somehow manage to actually keep my word for once and finish writing all the above. The first, canonical introduction of Lanif-Zero. MY personal story, focusing on stuff I personally like, with no desire to apologize for it.. On an Egyptian planet that has a sexy Ankha on it. This will be my attempt at writing my own overpowered, wish-fufillment male power fantasy, and to see if I’m able to pull it off with skill, or if my bitching from “Contempt of the North Empress” is just me being a hypocritical bitch.
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