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6 months ago
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Hello guys.
It's been a while since I was here last time... I'm sorry if you lost me this year.
It's gonna be a long story, so take a seat and grab your coffee.
Let's return back two years ago when I lost my father. It was a big loss for me, the gap that will be never filled again. I took the time to let go of him. Then after almost a year I got my first job and started to work. I had much less time to draw at all but it helped me to get some rest (and I liked my job, that was important). But my collective some spoiled the sweetness of this moment and then I found that the depression I was living with all those years started to show up with a new burnout, so I went to psychotherapist and started the therapy.
While I was on therapy, I left my old job and took two months to recover, and these two months were what I needed. I suspect, since FA is blocked here, many of you lost me totally (and someone even thought that I was a scamer that's not even close to be the truth since it's complicated). So, I'm still alive and while I was on this two-months break I joined the tabletop games community and found many good people here... And a man that helped me to get out of this depression. I found the love that I was looking for in my life.
I finished the therapy and found new job in another petshop and this new one is very important and precious thing for me ^^
While I was away, I recovered my Tumblr account for the fandom drawings, got my first Zine and left it since I realized that I don't need a Zine to be a cool and skilled one.
And finally I'm here back again. Guys, I want to tell you that everything I have in debt to everyone commissioned me I'll finish when I rest enough from anthros, don't be mad plz xD I definitely tired of it since I drew for you those two years. But I didn't forget, just ask for... A bit more time. I have only the day-offs to draw and sometimes I definitely can't force myself to get to the tablet and draw preferring the traditional sketches. But I assure you, everything will be finished.
Now my life comes up to be close to the description of 'fine' and I try to hold on no matter of how hard it gets.
Jai's out.
It's been a while since I was here last time... I'm sorry if you lost me this year.
It's gonna be a long story, so take a seat and grab your coffee.
Let's return back two years ago when I lost my father. It was a big loss for me, the gap that will be never filled again. I took the time to let go of him. Then after almost a year I got my first job and started to work. I had much less time to draw at all but it helped me to get some rest (and I liked my job, that was important). But my collective some spoiled the sweetness of this moment and then I found that the depression I was living with all those years started to show up with a new burnout, so I went to psychotherapist and started the therapy.
While I was on therapy, I left my old job and took two months to recover, and these two months were what I needed. I suspect, since FA is blocked here, many of you lost me totally (and someone even thought that I was a scamer that's not even close to be the truth since it's complicated). So, I'm still alive and while I was on this two-months break I joined the tabletop games community and found many good people here... And a man that helped me to get out of this depression. I found the love that I was looking for in my life.
I finished the therapy and found new job in another petshop and this new one is very important and precious thing for me ^^
While I was away, I recovered my Tumblr account for the fandom drawings, got my first Zine and left it since I realized that I don't need a Zine to be a cool and skilled one.
And finally I'm here back again. Guys, I want to tell you that everything I have in debt to everyone commissioned me I'll finish when I rest enough from anthros, don't be mad plz xD I definitely tired of it since I drew for you those two years. But I didn't forget, just ask for... A bit more time. I have only the day-offs to draw and sometimes I definitely can't force myself to get to the tablet and draw preferring the traditional sketches. But I assure you, everything will be finished.
Now my life comes up to be close to the description of 'fine' and I try to hold on no matter of how hard it gets.
Jai's out.
(also, my dad is still alive…but he's getting up there…so I will definitely savor every moment with him that I have)