Again time flows and again its my birthday. 34 this time.
I usually don't put too much more into this, but honestly 2025 has been one of my worst and best years of my life.

I've never felt so rock bottom this year compared to any other time in my life, even when I was going through a bit of a NEET phase.
But I know I've made much more progress than I have otherwise.
I'm hella tired, I want to stop and just let the mushroom claim me.

But there is a light somewhere in the distance and I can't just quit now.

Hopefully 2026 is the year that I truly see some real change.

To those that read this, I wish the best for you as well.