Now with the lord...was peaceful one no pa I n...had been dealing with sirosis of the liver even though he never drank that much and a shattered blood clot...but..yep
I am sad and crying but at the same time happy...

I'll just leave this advice..
Don't go leaving things unsaid, speak your mind and just let it out and explain yourselves...even if they disagree with tou at least they know fully...and it's their choice from there
If it wasn't for gum I'd never have visited so many places and states...almost been to all but past west Virginia not counting mischagan came back through there from Alaska and hawaii..

They saved me from myself from offing myself among others...being my grandparents he wasn't blood related but he kept me going even through his retired e9 navy style was at times brutal but he kept me grounded