So it's been a while i wrote one of these. But felt like i had to update you all on few things.

1. Job : I'm not even trying anymore this year. I tried enough, All went to crap, even got screwed over by a company. I'm tired.
For some reason companies don't want to hire me even after they've offered a job to me, Either I have to try with lower paygrade,
or maybe I'm just not smart enough or trying enough. But either way, I'm just gonna try again next year.

2. Shitty Shenanigans ALL OVER : So for those of you who don't know i had to scrap my car.
I went to few repair centers but their reactions were basically " This thing is not worth repairing, Because at that price you can buy a new car ".

It was my dad's car that's passed down to us, But after getting involved in accident caused by car's fault and my inept driving, We decided enough is enough.
So yea, I don't have a car anymore. Greeeeat. Just great. And it will take me at least $5000 to get something remotely decent as what i had.

Then my watercooled computer started throwing leaking problems at me. ookay, ffs.
So, I just thought it was some loose fittings causing issue - But turns out it was worse complex issue accumulated.
In a nutshell, my cooling fan curve was not configured correctly, which resulted in water inside the cooling kinda become a "sous vide" and cooked the ends of
acryl/petg tubes a bit, breaking the seal. ( Water was hovering around 60C which is NOT good )

So to solve this I just said fuck it, and switched all tubing into brass and made some modifications so cooling curve can read temperature of the actual liquid.
After all that, I've achieved low 40s on coolant, no more shitty leaks, good. But i already had to spend like... $300 from that mistake.

3. Some Good Changes : I realized I have been overdosing on caffeine a bit too much (in form of pepsi zero) and stopped just drinking soda all together.
I'm gonna say this is the best decision I've made in a while because i used to have crashes and few unpleasant moments and emotion spikes probably caused by it.
( Also not to mention the amount of soda = lots of money wasted )

Also, kinda half out of my own will, and half out of my parent's recommendation i actually started going to gym. Sure, It feels pretty hard since i haven't had
regular workouts in a while, But it is definitely helping with my physical and mental condition.

When i say it was half out of my own will, I was actually on Wegovy/Mounjaro sort of GLP-1 medications for about 3 months.
It is expensive meds, But my bloodwork looked so bad that if i could utilize those to make it better, getting in debt was better than dying faster.

However I realized with these, i do lose weight fast and improve my glucose levels (For Type 2 Diabetes), But it also caused very shitty side effects.
It just made me feel like my brain was blank, and sometimes i would go into Hypoglycemia - Which is even more dangerous because it can straight up kill me.

So rather than spending like $300 per month for something that's not for me, I decided the only real way to fix my problem is moderation in diet, and workouts,
Which is harder to do, But is healthier, and heck of a lot cheaper (literally like $25 per month for gym registration, so ye)

I lost like 10 kg over 3 months on those meds, But as soon as i stopped, I gained 5 kg again. But after about 2 weeks of gym, I lost 3 kg again.. sooo
This is clearly better way in many ways. And i kinda feel dumb because I've already done this before, I just made up excuses to not get my ass off and work out it seems.

I'm just glad I've come to the right path at this point.

4. F to my financial stat : So the reaosn i can't say things are looking great despite good changes i made to my lifestyle is without frills and fancy words, money.
I have a lot of financial burden atm just -existing- since I don't live alone, and i have a lot of financial weightlifting to do. But it hasn't been looking to great to be honest
Since it feels like I'm dodging a bullet each month with payments.

Also kinda my fault since sometimes i have hard time telling when to stop spending, But as of late i haven't done anything too crazy. Most of money goes to essentials
like food, bills, insurance... etc.

I may go on a sale if things does not improve at all. But we'll see. It's kind of hard to just pop a sale for these 3D models..