FA+
Shop
a Month In
3 days ago
IT has been a month, since I passed my Driving test to get my license, to have my last week of work in Wisconsin, to move the 16 hour drive to New York area. to be adjusted and functioning in the new home, area, and job after transfer. Its been a lot of things in my life and im just, smiling, in ways to see how things feel. I once have moments of looking around my new room and outside and just saying "this is real" I had these moments before when I first moved in Wisconsin 4 and a half years ago. but here I am, standing here (or sitting in my chair) and just looking back how things feel.
It was a slowly and careful adjustment to make sure everything is moved in safely, Getting my room set up and space feeling for what is My Room officially here. having my own space has been insanely good feeling now, with my own bed and to put my little statues and items on a bookshelf. It just feels... me. and this isnt to say anything bad about my old living space. My friend been incredible for letting me live there and the roommates I had. ups and downs as people go but it was a wonderful time and some persona learning and living for once that I kinda didnt learn myself when I was in California for that short time or Indiana between 2013 to 2015. but, I think as mentioned, leaving Wisconsin was actually hard.
Those 4 years living I made so many connections and friends who I try to keep in contact daily. the people I worked with and the places Ive been to, I do miss them and will try to visit the area again often to say hi. While my home town of Arizona is my place, This town is also my place from it and I wont for it. My friends, the stores and locals, the people, the small walks I used to do. It was lovely there.
But with new life here, I have my first car too, and trying to get used to driving has been nice. Thankfully I dont drive on to many turning or in town roads, Its pretty straight forward and sometimes not a lot of cars to worry about, plus a short drive to so not on the road to long. Work flow been different but getting through the days thankfully. Car bills arent insane but a lot more then i was hoping to deal with and making slow adjustments to make sure im on top of them and not mess up at all.
Its slow starts, but i am here, I live, and im excited for the future with how i feel. There is a lot I have to keep myself together and not mess up with finances. and maybe in the future look for a better job then now to make better finances in the future for my plans, especially with being with my girlfriend from the UK.
and with the... you know world. im just trying to not get to emotionally shot, its hard but i live. Always thankful of the friends I have around me and keeping me together. I am doing ok.
~Taya Erindra
It was a slowly and careful adjustment to make sure everything is moved in safely, Getting my room set up and space feeling for what is My Room officially here. having my own space has been insanely good feeling now, with my own bed and to put my little statues and items on a bookshelf. It just feels... me. and this isnt to say anything bad about my old living space. My friend been incredible for letting me live there and the roommates I had. ups and downs as people go but it was a wonderful time and some persona learning and living for once that I kinda didnt learn myself when I was in California for that short time or Indiana between 2013 to 2015. but, I think as mentioned, leaving Wisconsin was actually hard.
Those 4 years living I made so many connections and friends who I try to keep in contact daily. the people I worked with and the places Ive been to, I do miss them and will try to visit the area again often to say hi. While my home town of Arizona is my place, This town is also my place from it and I wont for it. My friends, the stores and locals, the people, the small walks I used to do. It was lovely there.
But with new life here, I have my first car too, and trying to get used to driving has been nice. Thankfully I dont drive on to many turning or in town roads, Its pretty straight forward and sometimes not a lot of cars to worry about, plus a short drive to so not on the road to long. Work flow been different but getting through the days thankfully. Car bills arent insane but a lot more then i was hoping to deal with and making slow adjustments to make sure im on top of them and not mess up at all.
Its slow starts, but i am here, I live, and im excited for the future with how i feel. There is a lot I have to keep myself together and not mess up with finances. and maybe in the future look for a better job then now to make better finances in the future for my plans, especially with being with my girlfriend from the UK.
and with the... you know world. im just trying to not get to emotionally shot, its hard but i live. Always thankful of the friends I have around me and keeping me together. I am doing ok.
~Taya Erindra
