Honestly I don't know how to start this journal. All I have to say is I have given up on drawing. The more I try to improve the more I feel like I'm stuck in the same place. There is a point where one has to say to themselves that they aren't good at what they do, and for me this is that point.

So that's it for me. I raise my hands up and give up. Nothing has been going the way I want it to go, so why bother?