D: I don't think it's that you're build for it or not, the process of learning to draw is long and hard. But I do think that you have to enjoy doing it, otherwise it's torture, so I understand your choice, but that's still pretty sad to know you're not gonna continue to draw and improve, or maybe you'll try again in the future ? Who knows :3

I really REALLY do want to, because I can so clearly see myself getting better, it’s not that kind of frustration of not improving.

It’s just the fact that I’m having such a hard time having fun with it. Maybe there’s some kind of hurdle to overcome where it DOES become fun, but I just haven't got there.

It’s hard to improve when I start off not enjoying it, but I really do wanna learn to draw, it’s maddening Dx

Maybe you just need a break ? Or maybe you need to draw for something that would makes you happy :3