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Life update- December 2025
4 days ago
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opening this up by providing some content warnings, mainly a few mentions of abuse and family estrangement so if that is a sensitive subject for you please proceed with caution
To start, my mother has officially disowned me. She decided that she doesn’t want me to be a part of her life, and will never accept the fact that I am transitioning, or that I’m struggling mentally. so she made her decision to get rid of me. therefore I won’t be in contact with her for the foreseeable future.
I’ve been verbally/psychologically abused by her for my whole life (as have my siblings) and having been abused in other ways by other people, I still think that being verbally abused by her has been worse than anything else I’ve gone through
I’m living with my dad for now until I get an apartment, actually on a waiting list for a supervised apartment due to having obvious mental health difficulties.
honestly I’ve been expecting her to do this to me for a while now but it still hurts. I guess I am disposable in her eyes, she didn’t want a child who is autistic or mentally ill, and she feels the need to state this, as opposed to keeping her hurtful thoughts in her head.
This will be my first Christmas that I don’t fully spend with my siblings, and really, I feel lost. spiritually and otherwise. I also feel very, very alone. I struggle to reach out in most cases.
With all of that being said, I hope my followers are doing well. Have a lovely holiday season, spend time with people who love you.
To start, my mother has officially disowned me. She decided that she doesn’t want me to be a part of her life, and will never accept the fact that I am transitioning, or that I’m struggling mentally. so she made her decision to get rid of me. therefore I won’t be in contact with her for the foreseeable future.
I’ve been verbally/psychologically abused by her for my whole life (as have my siblings) and having been abused in other ways by other people, I still think that being verbally abused by her has been worse than anything else I’ve gone through
I’m living with my dad for now until I get an apartment, actually on a waiting list for a supervised apartment due to having obvious mental health difficulties.
honestly I’ve been expecting her to do this to me for a while now but it still hurts. I guess I am disposable in her eyes, she didn’t want a child who is autistic or mentally ill, and she feels the need to state this, as opposed to keeping her hurtful thoughts in her head.
This will be my first Christmas that I don’t fully spend with my siblings, and really, I feel lost. spiritually and otherwise. I also feel very, very alone. I struggle to reach out in most cases.
With all of that being said, I hope my followers are doing well. Have a lovely holiday season, spend time with people who love you.
The wound is bleeding now, but very soon you'll feel better without this festering splinter in your wound.
Discord is no longer working for me due to the blocking of the country where I live... but if you want to chat about anything, I'm always on Telegram.