I hate my life right now. Everything's going wrong and I hate my Mum. I don't really argue with her but I'm going to school again tomorrow and my lunchbox was still in my bag and mouldy too. So yuck - now I have to buy my fucking lunch. I didn't give my bluddy cousin his family's christmas card and basically, I am a liabillity. I can't do anything right and everyone hates me and I hate me too. Most the girls at school think I'm a nerd and a weirdo. And the boys? Think I'm a freak. I hate school too because it's mother fucking shit and wish I could choosethe people in it but I bluddy can't so there. Yeah, I know it sounds woe - is - me but it's all fucking true. I couldn't care less if I got hit by a truck - no one else would.

Goodbye and I want to die.