today i paired White Girl and Voodoo, and voodoo fell off. I thought I'd be more excited about this but she didn't even lift for him, so he probably completely missed. I tried a little bit more but nothing.

it's really frusterating cuz white girl is very obviously receptive right now, and has been for a long time. I guess I will try the rubber band method again sometime soon

also unrelated voodoo and Enchanted Ink Sac hate each other

maybe I'd be more excited also if I was just overall having a better day. I have so much going on its unbearable especially being mentally ill. I feel like everything in my life is going wrong right now

well, hope I can get some babies soon. I wish I had a proven doe. I feel like it'd be silly to get one but this all seems hopeless. I hope I have at least one healthy litter from voodoo this year, I feel like that's not wishing for much

sorry this entry is kinda venty and ranty- hopefuly my next journal ill have some good news