bored and gonna just ramble

yippee February. It's 3am February 1st for me rn so happy February. January is already over ;_; now there's only 11 months left til 2027. I learned that time goes really really fast as an adult ;; before I know it I'm gonna be 30 and still not have accomplished anything. just bruh. I hope I'm wrong but I'm likely right

well I don't feel like I accomplished anything January but I did make a realistic goal list involving fixing my house into a proper home, and I've done a little on that list, working towards doing some more. The list is rlly simple and feels motivating as I worked on it together with my louvley partner

hoping I can make a big dent in my list and set the stepping stones for March. but, what's that corny ass saying ? if February doesn't March, April May ... =_=; it's so corny

I have been putting owed art on the back burning to avoid burnout and just been doodling adopts with the little inspiration I have, but I'm hoping I'll get back onto my artist feet and finish up my last few owed arts. I have a secret list of artist I wanna ask to trade with but there's like. Over a dozen of them.. sheesh. I just love art trades but I'm soo bad about backlogging myself. And I wanna be free of owed art by mid may in preparation for art fight ! I'm excited abt that. last year I joined late and only did like 3 peices but this year I plan to do much more. I wanna trade with this artist andrewsealbab pretty badly, I rlly like their art, and they have an art fight so I'm def going to attack them !!! they'll probably be one of my first I attack, idk

annnd. i'm putting my hands together and begging the rabbit gods to give me baby bunnies gahh I want to start raising them so bad bruh.

why do people say they're gonna sleep like a newborn bruh those guys just scream all night and wake up 688 times an hour thru the whole night

my head feels like a foam potato, expanding and clogging my mental

I wanna sleep real bad but i can't

I should get meal prep bowls and make a meal plan thru the whole month yeahh... that'd be fun,.. I loooove making pastas and homemade sauce the besttt!! I like processing meat too :-3 hmm some meals I can think of.. Lasagna, Baked rabbit & vegetables, rabbit alfrado with brocholi, creamy rabbit gnocchi, shrimp scampi, beef burgers, rabbit fried rice, pulled bbq pork sandwhiches, stuffed peppers, sliders, burritos, baked mac n cheese, rabbit curry, some kind of casserole, pizza, all homemade. I leik cooking :-3

I'm so tired and sluggish

grrr

anyway. FUCK OMG. I FORGIT TO FEED THE RABBITS YESTERSAY IT JUST CROSSED MY MIND. they will be ok but I really really really hate for them to skip a meal fuuckk

anyways uuhhg I just wanna make a dent in that list and start feeling like a normal person

also I wanna go on a special trip and stay in a motel at the end of this month for a super special occasion . I thought abt taking commissions specifically for it but I don't think I could rack up enough for it to matter weither or not

today I used a microwave that didn't let you open it before the timer was up. Like u know u can stop a microwave by opening the door. not this one, u have to manually cancel it and then the door unlocks

so weird

well I haven't trained zinya at all January or made an taxidermy progress I feel like I won't this month but I think I can make stepping stones for March

ok bye I'm bored of bored rambling now