I keep coming back here, hoping I'll find some sense of internet community, then realize that I'm too tired to draw and I vanish for a good long while because I'm bringing nothing to the table. I hate my old art and vow to get back to drawing, and then I get overwhelmed and frustrated by my lack of connection to whatever fursona I'm trying out, and then give up. sorry I'm like this. I miss drawing and talking to people. maybe I need a new account and a new start?

also I turn 39 on tuesday, which is making me bug out a bit

I don't really know what I'm doing, I just felt like yapping I guess