Lil life update!
a month ago
General
Each day I'll get a little better...
I realize that I don't often post anything about what's going on in my personal life here, that stuff mostly ends up on BlueSky. So here's a lil life update for those interestedI've been lying low for a while trying to get life to settle down enough to function like a regular adult.
This all ended up leading to an anxiety attack over Easter.
I'll spare the details, but I'm taking care of the problems now and I'm trying to re-emerge as a person again.
I REALLY want to get back into doing art regularly again.
And I want it to be fun and enjoyable.
A lot of my problems are debt related, but I'm simply not the kind of artist that can lock in and do comms all the time.
Relying on art as a critical income source just takes all the fun out of it.
(I guess I should clarify, I do want to do comms again once I stabilize with my art more.
I just don't want them to be a necessary source of income.
I want to be stable enough that comm money can be used for other stuff like fun personal things or purchasing Blender addons or assets for more art!)
All that I guess just to say that I'm still around, and I still want to learn and make more art.
I'm just a bit of a mess behind the horny woof mask, and I'm trying again to clean myself up so I can be the artist and person I actually want to be.
This all ended up leading to an anxiety attack over Easter.
I'll spare the details, but I'm taking care of the problems now and I'm trying to re-emerge as a person again.
I REALLY want to get back into doing art regularly again.
And I want it to be fun and enjoyable.
A lot of my problems are debt related, but I'm simply not the kind of artist that can lock in and do comms all the time.
Relying on art as a critical income source just takes all the fun out of it.
(I guess I should clarify, I do want to do comms again once I stabilize with my art more.
I just don't want them to be a necessary source of income.
I want to be stable enough that comm money can be used for other stuff like fun personal things or purchasing Blender addons or assets for more art!)
All that I guess just to say that I'm still around, and I still want to learn and make more art.
I'm just a bit of a mess behind the horny woof mask, and I'm trying again to clean myself up so I can be the artist and person I actually want to be.
zord
~zordraggon
well i hope you'll be alright after such a big moment, it is best not to get burnt out on art either tbf, but i look forward to what person you want to become
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