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a day ago
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This is pretty personal so I'm a little worried posting about this, but any support would be much appreciated, maybe this explains my lack of activity here and having troubles to finish commissions, I hope you can understand me...
I need a full evaluation for a psychiatric diagnosis so that I can receive appropriate treatment/ medication. I have been experiencing symptoms of inattention, difficulties with executive function, restlessness, impulsivity, and difficulties meeting daily responsibilities for quite some time, and I could really use the help of a professional to figure out what is going on and get things under control. I feel like there’s something else I’m not doing to function properly. I’m on a diet, I exercise, I have a good job making commissionf to furry community (which you know unfortunately doesn’t pay if I don’t produce, but my lack of productivity has kept me from getting paid weekly like I wanted), I take vitamins, ashwagandha, I drink plenty of water, I listen to and enjoy music, I go out on the weekends—so even though I’m doing everything right, there’s something I’m not doing because I still feel physically unwell (which I first thought was because I cut back on sugar xD) but I’ve been at this for a year or two now and I’ve only slightly changed my physique but haven’t lost any weight, and I know that chronic stress makes weight loss difficult... So behavioral therapy isn’t what I need, because I have discipline, and I’ve even had checkups with a cardiologist, physical therapy, dietist and a gynecologist, blood tests—everything—and I’m as healthy as a horse.
I’m also dealing with financial stress almost all the time, but I realize that taking on more work without being able to complete it on time makes it hard to earn enough money to keep my bills paid, not to mention that everything here is getting more and more expensive, which causes me extreme stress, leading to trouble sleeping, difficulty concentrating, headaches, irritability, and isolation (That's why I've been having a hard time replying on time lately; I'm really overwhelmed by social media.) . So now I know it has to be my brain itself, and that’s where I need to focus my efforts... Some of my friends and myself suspect I might have ADHD, but of course I need to see a doctor to confirm or see if it could be something else going on. Though, this is nothing new for me -- but stuff that now in the right lense, makes a lot of sense.
Money is currently preventing me from reaching this goal. I need to meet with a psychiatrist and possibly begin treatment as a result. I am trying to raise money to facilitate this. I really want to get help so I can work better, happier, and be able to make the progress I yearn for.
I need help, I need answers. I need to learn how to live without this all-consuming weight and pain that has dominated and controlled my life for years, and it's never too late to seek help and support to begin recovery. But now, I'm ready.
I could benefit from help focusing, planning and organizing (executive dysfunction), calming down, being less restless/impulsive, and managing daily responsibilities. Cost of help is a barrier.
I’m finally coming clean about this and opening up about what I’ve been keeping to myself for years. I truly feel that you deserve the whole truth, and I hope you can understand me. I’m always trying to improve, but all my efforts aren’t yielding the results I hoped for. Please forgive me for all the inconvenience, but I really need—and I have to admit—I urgently need help. Any donation or share helps! Please consider helping me out, I really want to get better and things are tough right now!Here's my links In case you wanna help me a bit to get throught this hell
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Thank you so much for reading this far! ❤️
Me diagnosticaron de chico, es increible que aqui sigamos en la edad de las cavernas, pero el tercermundismo es una droga tremenda.
En resumen se bien como te sentis, es una condicion absolutamente miserable, y no hace mas que quitarme las pocas ganas de vivir que tengo.
Te deseo lo mejor.