I'm tired of my family's divided ways...I'm tired of being left out in the dust...my mom is favoring my sister way too much, and she's treating my dad and me like shit, and it hurts. We used to be so close and loving, and now...its like a slap in the face. I crave love, I love way too deeply, thanks to my upbringing...and now...the one place I was always able to find love...my home....is anything but loving. I'm at a loss right now....I can't deal with this....I just want it all to go away.....but hey....what is love, right?